There is no greater sorrow in life than the loss of one's favorite. For me, the greatest sorrow in life is the loss of my companion - the puppy "Duoduo", because many people's so-called pets, for me, Duoduo has long been a part of my life and life, and I prefer to regard it as a partner.
I always have a habit of calling you "child" and "baby", deep down in my heart, the fate of the word "child" is too shallow, because it is a relationship that must be had after marriage, and you and I seem to have formed an indissoluble bond in the dark. It was fate to meet you. At first glance, we found a long-lost familiarity in each other's eyes, as if my life had traveled for fifty years, just to wait for this moment to meet you. "Duoduo", you are a ray of light in my life!Your unexpected departure has made my master feel sad, remorseful and lonely!For a while, I seemed to be groping and wandering in the dark night, because your light had left me.
Farewell, kid – my forever "happy baby"!It's late at night, have you slept?It's changed, are you cold?Did you go out today?You have no ?...... when you eat meatThreads, bits and pieces, just like this, tugging in my heart. I hope that the child will be as happy as ever on the Wang Xing, and trust me with his dreams. However, all this has become my dream after all, you have walked through my life, but you have never appeared in my dream again, are you also punishing me deeply?
"Duoduo" is a small corgi, and many people seem to her to be the same as most corgis, and there is nothing special about her. Many people have even asked me why I cherish a puppy that is not very valuable. Perhaps, in many people's values, whether they are precious or not directly determines the degree of our cherishment, but for me, it is more about the kind of connection in our hearts, the kind of understanding and mutual support like friends. "Duoduo" is by no means as simple as a pet for me, and her value is by no means limited to the happiness that a pet brings me, but at the moment I really can't find a more suitable word to describe it, so let's call her "a ray of light in my life".
It was the master who buried your little life, but at this moment, apart from deep guilt or guilt, what more words could I have?Sensible you, intimate let the owner enjoy the joy of the New Year at home;You are sensible, but when the New Year comes, because of the momentary laziness and negligence of the master, you let you leave me. Duoduo, it's the master I didn't take good care of you, Duoduo, you blame me, it can also be a punishment. But don't ignore me, come to my dreams, even if it's only for a short moment.
I know that people want to set off firecrackers during the Chinese New Year, and you are most afraid of firecrackers. Before, whenever there was a cannon sound coming from the **, you would involuntarily run around and roar;Obviously your rope is in the car, and it should be tied for you when you are a child, but you didn't do it out of a moment of negligence. But at the time of the New Year's Festival, I didn't tie you a rope, and I didn't take you out personally, everything just came together so coincidentally, and on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, a moment when the most happiness enveloped us, an accident happened. Because of my greed for alcohol and stubbornness, I had to let my family go to walk you again, and a car suddenly came to the spacious community, and this car hit you at this point in time.
Woohoo woe!My heart hurts, who would have thought, who would have thought, that this kind of thing would really happen. When the bad news came, my mind went blank and I was overwhelmed with grief!I always reminisce about all kinds of undesirable and coincidental coincidences of the day, and all kinds of tastes haunt my heart. In a trance, a big man like me couldn't eat for more than ten days and lost more than ten pounds. I have also repeatedly asked whether I love you too much or myself too much, and let you, a lovely little elf, lose her life in the name of my love. What about the world?We always think we love ourselves, but we do more harm to others. I'm so pitiful, the master misses you, and wants to get along with you.
Whenever I get off work, the first thing I do when I go downstairs must be to call my family first** to prepare to walk my Duoduo, and as long as you hear the familiar ** ringtone, you will immediately know that it is Dad who is back and wants to take you out for a walk. And this matter has become our common expectation for each other every day. As soon as the hostess opens the door, you rush down from the sixth floor in one go. By the time you run in front of me, you'll be out of breath and swaying. Even so, you will not forget to have an intimate meeting with the master and me first, stretch out your little hand, swing your tail, and then run out in a hurry, and then turn back, never leaving the sight of the master. How well-behaved you are, and how happy you are!
The master is going to work, as long as the master says to you, "The master wants to go to work", you will understand, you will take the initiative to retreat to the sofa, lie on the ground, your little hands bent forward, your little buttocks pouted and kept swinging, staring intently at the master's ......Helpless and obediently stay at home, at this moment the master and I have a feeling of reluctance with you;Every time the master and I deliberately say that I won't take you out for a walk, you will insist on guarding the door, because you know that the master is teasing you, you and the master and I are so familiar with each other, understand each other, really have a heart, and are closely connected.
When you were given birth control surgery, the doctor at the pet hospital asked you "to protect the fetus or to save your life?" according to your situationWithout hesitation, I said, "Help!."Must be saved!"Master, I looked at you on the operating table, and I was very worried in my heart, for fear that you would have some accidents;When your surgery was successful, I couldn't hide the joy in my heart. Outside of work, I took you to the pet hospital every day to take a taxi to the bed for infusion, and this was the case for several weeks until you recovered. Doing anything for you, master, I don't feel the slightest bit of trouble. Especially during the recovery period after returning home, everyone praised Duoduo for being so brave!How brave!You have to jump up the stairs by yourself when you go upstairs, because you are a little short leg, you can only jump up on both legs, and when you arrive at the door early, you will signal to the owner "I am awesome"!At that time, the owner was afraid that you would not be able to go up, so he took the initiative to say that he was holding Duoduo, but you jumped the stairs by yourself. I know, that's because you don't want to cause trouble to the master, my Toto is a real awesome.
Hey!You've come through so many tribulations, and I hope you'll be strong this time. But, poor Duoduo, your life eventually passed little by little on the operating table, leaving me forever!Rest forever at the foot of Daqing Mountain, accompanied by the grass and trees of Daqing Mountain, lying there, with Qingshan, with the grass and trees. And I, overnight, worry about you, and only in endless thoughts and repentance, think of you.
I still remember that it was 2017, you became a small member of the family honorably, your name was changed from "redundant" to "Duoduo", and then the family gradually called you "Stinky Duoer", and I called you "Duo Egg", "Duo Girl" and "Baby". I am the most selfish and "domineering" in my love for you, I am like a stubborn and stubborn old child, I can't even allow anyone to say a lot of "bad things" about me, and I am afraid that anyone will be inconsiderate to my Duoduo.
You are the master, and I have been pampered and bred to be very "nosy", sensible, like sports, and bring the greatest happiness to people. Whenever the host and the hostess quarreled, you used a transfiguration of tone and a special movement - twisting your little ass to block us and dissuade us, so that our family could only live in harmony, never daring to speak loudly or quarrel with each other. You are our little "mediator" of family conflicts, a "good child" who maintains family harmony. With you, our family is happy and warm, and happy.
"Duoduo" is my "navigation" and my partner. When the host wants to shop, as soon as he says, "'Duoduo', let's go to the supermarket", you immediately lead the host in the direction of the supermarket;As soon as the host says to pick up the courier, you go in the direction of the courier;As soon as you say going to the park, you immediately dance with joy. Whenever you cross the street, you look left and right, run along the sidewalk with all your might, like a sensible child, afraid of accidents, and I gradually rejoice in your alertness and agility. In winter, I am afraid that you will be cold, so I will buy you shoes and clip over, how chic and attractive you are when you walk!
The master dotes on you to the extreme, the delicious food must be eaten for you, chicken for you, I eat chicken skin, I eat chicken thighs for you, I eat fatty meat, I give you good meat with fat and thin, I am afraid that you will be stuck in the bones, I will give you food after chewing, treat you like a child, for fear of a little mistake. When others are unfair to you, the master is anxious with him, and I am afraid that others will not love me and bully me a lot. This is how you grew up day by day in my spoiling, and I am also happy in your little company.
"Child", you have been to your hometown and to the big city with your master in your life. The master will miss you when he leaves you for a while. When the master is away, you can't eat well, so as long as the master goes out, he must repeatedly tell his family to take good care of you, and I, who is in a different place, will be more worried about you. So one of the things I have to do every morning at home is to prepare breakfast for you: half a bag of milk, a bowl of grain, and a small basin of pure water. "Child"!It was you who "spurred" the master, so that the master and I developed the habit of getting up at five o'clock every morning, and you also developed a good habit of never defecating at home. From 2017 to the present, regardless of wind or rain, or any special circumstances, I have never stopped walking with you as always, and wiped your face and feet when I get home.
Who would have thought that this time, you left the master with eternal regrets. On the night of Chinese New Year's Eve, which is celebrated by the whole country, you have an accident at half past ten and quickly send you to the pet hospital for filming. The doctor said that a pelvic fracture requires surgery, and the owner will do whatever it takes to treat you. The veterinarian said that this surgery was not life-threatening, so the owner was a little relieved. During the long time of waiting to prepare for the operation, the master stayed awake all night, crying and touching to accompany you until dawn, comforting you from time to time, giving you water to drink, and giving you painkillers to eat, it is the pain in you and the pain in my heart. The operation began at 10 p.m. on the first day of the new year, lasted more than four hours, and was completed at 2:40 a.m. During the operation, the owner was in a trance, his mind was constantly flashing with all kinds of thoughts, all kinds of conjectures, and even a little afraid. After the surgery, the owner saw that you were in very good condition after the operation, and the veterinarian also said that the operation was successful. My nervous heart finally settled down, and I was ready to stay with the bed, but the veterinarian said that there was no need, don't worry. At the moment when the master leaves you, your lovely eyes can't stop looking at the master, like a prayer, like a comfort, and more like a farewell!
Who knew that at ten o'clock in the morning the next day, the bad news came, saying that "Duoduo" was gone. A thunderbolt from the blue made me lose my soul, it was like the sky was falling, and I didn't want to admit that it was true. The constant comfort from my family was more like a knife, stabbing me in the heart again and again. My partner, my favorite, how can you say it's gone if you don't?Aren't you the strongest?Aren't you able to come through it strong every time?Are you scaring me and teasing me?Many people persuaded me, isn't it just a dog, and it doesn't count if there are tens of millions of four-legged people in the family, is it really like that?
I can't get out of this cycle of grief, as long as I say "a lot", my tears are so "much".
After returning to Dongsheng, when I saw your food, milk, ham, your basin, mat, face towel, shower gel, as well as your cage that I had not used for several years, newly bought nail clippers, insecticides, etc., all of them, the owner couldn't stop crying and couldn't extricate himself!I also used to look for "Duoduo" everywhere in my house, and from time to time I called "Duoduo".
Are you a**?Daddy misses you. I couldn't help but shed lines of tears. When I get home after work, I always sigh and sigh, and I always feel that there is something ......wrong with my shortcomings
Duoduo, master, I think you have never had any shortcomings, and the master has never been angry with you. I'm even grief-stricken by your accidental departure. One Spring Festival, I insisted on the weight for many years suddenly lost more than a dozen pounds, many people asked me for the secret, no one can know, all because of my "Duoduo", because "Duoduo" left me forever. So I really became "Xianglin's sister-in-law", and when others asked about "Duoduo", I would talk about it sadly. Every time I fall in love, I am already in tears. Although I exceeded my destiny, in the eyes of others, I have always smiled, and now, with a sad face, I can no longer hold myself, I live in my endless pain, shed tears that have never been shed in my life.
Woohoo!"Duoduo", master, I have an unforgivable sin!You're gone, and you can no longer bring joy and solace to me and my family;You are gone, relieving the burden of the master, but in the heart of the master, you will always be the spiritual pillar of my happiness and joy. I am full of passion for what I do when I have you, and when I have you, let the master care more, the more I love you, the more painful you are, sad!I really regret why I didn't hug you more at that time, and now, I can't hug you anymore, and I can't wipe your feet, face, and bath for you anymore!Are you punishing me too, and you don't even come to my dreams anymore? This is the most painful time of my life!The indelible pain makes the owner miss you heartbreakingly!
Duoduo, by this year's Women's Day, you will be six years old, but unfortunately you will ...... before your birthdayThe master cannot express his apologies to you, but can only make a vow in a human way: not to drink a drop of wine for three months;Write an article that will always remember you;Sing and pull a song "Who is Lovesick to Whom" to comfort your little "soul".
An adapted lyric "Pieces of Acacia to Whom" is given to you:
The branches are shrivelled and the snowflakes are coming, the snowflakes are dancing and flying all over the sky, and who is drunk with the snowflakes, and who is the lovesickness?Want to ask where the snowflakes go?Fluttering sprinkled with the wind, the heart moves with the wind to send acacia, and pieces of acacia are given to whom. I'm in the south and Jun is in the north, and I'm infatuated and empty. The snowflakes are affectionate and tearful, who is the lovesickness?Compose another song of snowflakes flying, clouds fly and love will follow forever, and people will be haggard for Yi, and pieces of lovesickness will come to dreams.
Perhaps, forgetting you has relieved me, but how can I forget you?Always remember that is the best memory of you. Now you're gone, leaving the lonely owner alone, but I'm still used to getting up at five o'clock, to calling "Duoduo" when I get up, and even more so to going to the kitchen to get milk, but now I can only shout "Duoduo" from time to time in despair......
Duo'er, are you just a passer-by in my life?You are my partner, you are my friend, and you are my baby. No, you are a light in my life.
Now, you rest forever at the foot of Daqing Mountain. In the face of the deceased, I think the best way is not to forget, but to let you keep it in your memory forever, to retain the beauty of knowing each other, because missing is really another form of possession. What other way can I find a way to express how much I miss you?Perhaps, there is no good medicine in this world to comfort a heart. I'm not going to write an article to write down something. I originally wanted to write down all the bits and pieces of me and "Duoduo" in the past few years, but when I opened the album of memories, I found that my thoughts had already become a mess, and no matter how hard I pulled it, I couldn't figure out a clue, so I just let "Duoduo" linger in my heart clearly and vaguely!