In August 1950, Shi Guangrong rode a tall horse and followed his main force into the city of Shenyang. He saw familiar streets and squares, and he also saw familiar people. He watched the crowd of Yangge, swaying to the melody of "Heaven in the Liberated Area".
Shi Guangrong couldn't help but laugh, his eyes were drawn to a girl with big braids in the crowd. This girl is her girlfriend. Shi Guangrong, who has lived a single life for 36 years, suddenly heard the sound of his heart beating, although Shi Guangrong has never really understood love, he seems to smell the sweet breath at this moment.
At this moment, Shi Guangrong seems to have discovered her prey as a hunter, and 19-year-old Chu Qin has not yet realized that she has been labeled as a private property, which has put her in a loveless marital dilemma.
1. Whether you want to or not, you can take it for love.
On the battlefield, Shi Guangrong was a valiant warrior who dared to fight and charge. He never flinched in the face of his enemies, but when it came to feelings, he was an immature person.
At the moment when Shenyang was liberated, a veteran like Shi Guangrong, who was experienced on the battlefield, also longed for a peaceful life, and deep down he longed for a warm home and a woman who knew how to care for others.
Chu Qin, a young and energetic literary and artistic young woman, attracted Shi Guangrong's attention at this moment. She never expected that just to celebrate the victory of the troops, she would truly label herself as Shi Guangrong's exclusive label.
In the days of that art troupe, Chu Qin had already found the person she loved deeply. Chu Qin believes that if it weren't for Shi Guangrong's strong participation, they would probably have become fairy-like companions.
Chu Qin and Feng are undoubtedly talented and beautiful, if they come together, they will definitely be able to live in harmony and become enviable partners in the eyes of everyone.
Unexpectedly, Shi Guangrong took advantage of his plundering methods on the battlefield and arranged for his guards to bring Chu Qin to dinner with him. For Shi Guangrong, he wanted to pursue Chu Qin, but he actually just told Chu Qin verbally.
However, Shi Guangrong never expected that Chu Qin would seriously reject him in pursuit of true free love, and even in the face of the organization's matchmaking, she did not make any concessions.
Shi Guangrong chose to follow the route of his parents-in-law, and he prepared gifts to visit Chu Qin's parents and expressed to them his desire to marry Chu Qin.
Chu Qin's parents found that their superiors had a crush on their daughter and had a very reasonable attitude towards them, so they thought that their daughter would be very lucky so that she could live a better life.
Feng, Chu Qin's favorite person, after learning that Shi Guangrong had a good impression of Chu Qin, he chose to retreat, and chose to avoid in front of Chu Qin's confession.
Inevitably, Chu Qin was trapped by the net woven by Shi Guangrong and had to be captured. Her marriage struggled with the love of a man and the hatred of a woman, and she herself was an emotionally unbearable tragic figure. Shi Guangrong's persistent attitude towards love led to Chu Qin having to reluctantly step into a loveless marriage dilemma.
2. In a forced marriage, love is missing, only naked possession.
If love is seen as a sacred wish in every girl's heart, then the wedding is undoubtedly a memory that they will always remember.
Under the persecution of Shi Guangrong, Chu Qin's love died in her mother's body before it sprouted. Before that, she had been abandoned by a man who had been waiting for her to appear. At Shi Guangrong's insistent request, Chu Qin's wedding was forced into the cave room, and that night left Chu Qin with many unforgettable heartaches.
Shi Guangrong's heart is full of joy because the woman he wants has finally become his spouse, and he feels that he has won a battle again, and this battle is also the most exciting one of his life.
Shi Guangrong's marriage to Chu Qin unfolded in a loveless environment, Shi Guangrong did not feel that his behavior was inappropriate after marriage, and he was Xi to giving orders on the battlefield of the family.
Although Shi Guangrong was dissatisfied with Chu Qin's lack of personal hygiene, he still showed the demeanor of a leader when he encountered problems, ensuring that Chu Qin followed his instructions.
Therefore, after Chu Qin gave birth to his eldest son Shi Lin, Chu Qin also had the idea of compromising with life. She knows how pitiful she is, and if the child is not loved and cared for by his mother, then he will be abandoned by society. However, when the child began to cry loudly, Shi Guangrong did not hesitate to instruct Chu Qin to let the child stop crying.
At that particular moment, Chu Qin wasn't sure if he felt nostalgic for the Feng he loved. She is disgusted with the current state of her life, but she can't change it, so she can only choose to struggle with the difficulties of this marriage.
Soon after, Chu Qin's daughter Shi Jing and youngest son Shi Hai were born in this family one after another. All this makes people pay more attention to this big family. Although the children came to this world, the relationship between Shi Guangrong and Chu Qin has not changed. Chu Qin not only resented Shi Guangrong's "bad Xi", but also decided to live separately from him.
In Chu Qin's heart, that was the reason why Shi Guangrong forced her to become his territory. In this field, he has been constantly exploring, trying and improving. In this series of incidents, Shi Guangrong was least concerned about Chu Qin's true intentions.
Therefore, Chu Qin always saw the flaws in Shi Guangrong's body, and she couldn't feel Shi Guangrong's concern for her, which made Shi Guangrong become the eternal mosquito blood in her heart, which made her want to get rid of it, but she forgot that the child was the inheritance of the blood of the two.
The entanglement between Shi Guangrong and Chu Qin is only because Shi Guangrong possesses them naked, which makes their lives forever full of bitterness.
3. Painful love is often accompanied by regret.
Painful love often makes people feel regretful, and at the same time, it is full of many unwillingness.
Although Shi Guangrong returned from the battlefield, he still could not return home and shoulder his responsibilities as a husband and father. He sees his family as another battlefield for him, and his wife and children as his soldiers.
Shi Guangrong has a Xi of commanding soldiers to command at will, but the noise and disobedience of the children make him unbearable. He often shouted that the children obey, otherwise he would reproach Chu Qin for his doting and conniving with the children.
Therefore, the three children were not close to Shi Guangrong, and they even called him Shi Guangrong by that person. When his eldest son Shi Lin was about to take the college entrance examination, Shi Guangrong changed Shi Lin's volunteer without permission and sent him to the most difficult place in the army.
Shi Guangrong never considered that his children should choose their own path in life. In his opinion, they are the most important people in a family, not soldiers like their father, and he hopes that they can become qualified soldiers, because the mission of a soldier is to defend the interests of the people and the people. He firmly pinned his dreams on his children, hoping that they would be able to replace him forever and live in the army as if he were always there.
However, there is always a certain chasm between reality and his ideals. When Shi Guangrong tried to imitate his treatment of his eldest son on his daughter Shi Jing and younger son Shi Hai, he failed to achieve the desired effect.
Shi Hai was sent to the navy by Shi Guangrong and unfortunately suffered from severe depression, so he was rushed to the hospital for acceptance**. Faced with the busy life of Shi Guangrong and Chu Qin day after day, Shi Jing has not entered the palace of marriage for many years.
Regarding Shi Lin, the connection between him and Shi Guangrong had been broken, and it was not until he took root in the army and had his own wife and children that he truly felt and understood his father's deep feelings as a soldier from the perspective of a soldier.
There is no doubt that Shi Guangrong, as a veteran soldier, is definitely a qualified hero. However, in his family life, he barely submitted any formal paperwork, so he was unable to complete the role reversal effectively, which eventually led to every member of the family being pulled into the rhythm of life that he expected.
That kind of love that has a bitter taste will eventually make life equally bitter. The sweetness and bitterness of love always entangle everyone like a shadow. Those regrets that are left behind, even in midnight dreams, people are reluctant to recall.
Hayao Miyazaki once pointed out, "True love is not to look for a perfect person, but to learn to appreciate Xi person who is not perfect with a perfect perspective." ”
However, Shi Guangrong forcibly brought back the person he thought was flawless in his heart to his home. He didn't understand why the man he loved would put his body in a woman's armsBut he forgets that everyone should be treated as equal when dealing with feelings.
When we read "The Years of Burning Passion" again, we seem to be able to deeply feel the loneliness and sadness in the heart of the 19-year-old girl Chu Qin. When we re-examine her, we find that she is not a human being. If she hadn't been on the acting team, the trajectory of her life might not have changed because of the strong possession of her by others, since deep down she should have regretted it more than once.
If Chu Qin can appreciate people who are not perfect from a flawless perspective, then her children may grow up happily in a loving family.