Seaweed was beaten by Song Siming's original partner Jiang Miaomiao, and the fetus was miscarried.
Some people say that seaweed is to blame, some people say that the original partner is too ruthless, I only know after reading the original book that seaweed was beaten and miscarried, in fact, she did it on purpose.
She didn't want this child for a long time. When Song Siming didn't come to see her because of the lawsuit, she began to be afraid, other people's children are the crystallization of love, but her children are the product of bad fate. If Song Siming ignores them, how should she and the child gain a foothold?
She was like a mirror in her heart, she was calculating with Song Siming from the beginning, and she didn't have any affection at all. At the beginning, she wanted to keep this child because she still wanted to rely on Song Siming to enjoy happiness, but now Song Siming's attitude towards her makes her dare not imagine the future, so she wants to cut off this burden.
After Song Siming's original partner came to the door, she deliberately stimulated Jiang Miaomiao to make the angry original partner lose his mind and move on her. If she hadn't had the intention, with her sharp teeth and thick skin, how could she not say a word in the face of Jiang Miaomiao's question?
Mrs. Song eventually went from rage to madness. The most annoying thing is not to fight with tears in your eyes, but to deal with everything with silence, which can drive people crazy.
Seaweed deliberately stimulated Jiang Miaomiao, because she knew that being quiet would make Jiang Miaomiao crazy, and the fact that she deliberately miscarried was that she wanted to take revenge on Song Siming. Because she was scheming from the beginning.
Seaweed calculated Song Siming and wanted to start with her asking him about the 60,000 yuan she borrowed money.
1. Xiaobei refused to lend her sister 60,000 yuan to seaweed to see how valuable she was.
Seaweed and sister Haiping fell in love, at the beginning of strict family planning, the mother was reluctant to give birth to seaweed, and was saved by her sister. My younger sister who grew up was also very concerned.
So, when Haiping said that the money to buy a house was not enough, Haizao asked Xiaobei to lend the money to her sister as soon as possible. But Xiaobei said that the two were about to get married. This money is the money that the two are going to buy a wedding house.
Seaweed is very angry, if it weren't for her sister, she wouldn't be where she is today, she would rather never marry for life, and she would give the money in her hand to her sister.
But Xiaobei has always refused to borrow it.
After Song Siming found out, he not only lent her 20,000 yuan, but also gave her a mobile phone. Seaweed saw that Song Siming was interesting to her. She was unwilling to owe Song Siming, and she was even more unwilling to talk nonsense with Song Siming. She asked Xiaobei to borrow money, and she wanted to repay Song Siming 20,000 yuan.
Xiaobei apologized to her, the last time was that she didn't think about it enough, if Seaweed is unhappy, what can she do if she buys a house? He made it clear to Seaweed that he wouldn't be able to do it if he had to use all his savings to support his sister, but he would be happy to take out some of it.
Xiaobei likes seaweed very much, and at that time he didn't lend money to his sister seaweed, and later he felt that it was inappropriate, so that his relatives could help, but he couldn't borrow all the savings.
After Haizao returned the money to Song Siming, she was ready to completely break off friendship with Song Siming. And there will be no intersection in the future.
But many things were not what she expected.
Soon one day, Haiping ran to herself crying and said that it was because of money and Su Chun quarreled, Haiping regretfully said that marriage is a grave, and she is now digging her own grave.
Haiping lost control of her mood and complained to Haizao, and Su Chun was dissatisfied in every way. She said sternly: Love is all a trick for men to deceive women, if a man really falls in love with a woman, the first thing to pay is not his true heart and body, but a lot of money. So that women no longer worry about the future. The second is the house, at least so that the woman has a place to settle. But Su Chun has no funds and no house, so why should he suffer after him? She resolutely filed for divorce from Su Chun.
Haiping's complaint to Seaweed is a kind of dissatisfaction under the usual contradictions between husband and wife, saying that she divorced Su Chun, but in fact it was impulsive. But Seaweed believes this, she doesn't want her sister to divorce her brother-in-law, and she doesn't want her little nephew to become a child of a single-parent family. She is determined to help her sister through this.
After Haiping leaves, she finds a passbook in the room to find Xiaobei and prepares to repay Haiping's money.
Xiaobei did not agree, feeling that the emergency between relatives was not to save the poor. These few dollars were loaned, and it took a long time to pay off with Haiping's conditions, and he was unwilling to take seaweed to Haiping's house in the future.
Seaweed said angrily
It was at this time that they dared to express their objections? I'm taking it now, you agreed, just do it. You didn't promise, but I owe you. I will be a cow and a horse in the future, and I will give you back the money. I took me with you, my mother raised me so much, at least I was paid, this money is worth it!
In fact, the phrase seaweed shows that there is a problem in his own thinking. She equates value with money. When sisters are in trouble, they should help each other. But she threatened Xiaobei and said whether you agree or not, I just want to take your money.
Don't say that she and Xiaobei weren't married at that time, even things like getting married and borrowing money need to be discussed by the two of them. When she said that, it was not a negotiation at all, it was a naked threat.
It is understandable to say that she and Xiaobei said this sentence because of their sisterly care for Haiping. Strange to say, she borrowed a sum from Song Siming that day. She knew very well that she still hadn't done it. She and Song Siming are not familiar with each other, and she knows that she can't do it, why does she dare to open her mouth and ask others if they want 60,000 yuan?
Frankly speaking, Seaweed calculated Song Siming at the beginning, and she knew Song Siming's uneasiness and kindness to her, but she still went to borrow money from him. She discussed with Song Siming: I want a lot of money. I thought about it for a long time, in this city, I only borrow you.
A few days later, the seaweed was pulled by Song Siming, and the two had a relationship. The original book describes the mental activity of seaweed as follows:
Seaweed seemed to be unexpected, when she entered Song Siming's office and borrowed money, but knew that she would never be able to get started again, she understood that day would come sooner or later. She had been mentally prepared. She didn't panic or hesitate. was meekly dragged by Song Siming to this or that.
In Seaweed's mind, he is very valuable, and when she said that to Xiaobei, he had already shown his attitude. Later, she borrowed a sum of money from Song Siming, she knew very well that she didn't get started, if it weren't for Song Siming's liking of her, she would dare to borrow from Song Siming. It was precisely because she saw through Song Siming's thoughts that she went to borrow money, but never planned to repay it, because she knew that sooner or later she would repay it in this way.
Seaweed, since its birth, has positioned its value in exchange for money. She never imagined that she was an upright man.
Later that night, Song Siming asked the seaweed boss to deliver an envelope, which contained a thick stack of banknotes. She smiled coldly and laughed at herself, thinking that it was the money she had sold herself, and she had squandered millions in a year. At that moment, she suddenly felt that her whole body relaxed, and whenever she borrowed money from others, she always felt that a stone was pressed in her heart. Every day, I open my eyes and think about how to repay the loan. Now that she has taken these few dollars, she feels more steady. There's no need to be so eager to return someone.
It was probably from this moment that Seaweed really realized that she had such a high value.
2.Becky went crazy, and the seaweed broke the jar and broke.
Seaweed would lie and deceive Xiaobei every time she went out with Song Siming. Although she was very secretive, she was discovered by Xiaobei. Xiaobei's pain can be seen with the naked eye, and she hasn't eaten for 4 days. The whole body is thin and out of shape.
Seaweed is as uncomfortable as ever, Xiaobei has a high fever that does not go away, and it is difficult to move an inch. Becky's tears fell and dripped to her head. Seaweed's heart hurt even more, she remembered the eldest child in front of her, who used to be very sunny and cheerful, but now his tears have flowed down, Seaweed felt Xiaobei's tears pierce her chest like a sword, piercing her heart.
Seaweed guards Xiaobei and doesn't dare to say sorry, because she knows that she has made a mistake, and it is not solved by an apology. She was apprehensive and waited for Becky's verdict.
Afterwards, Xiaobei forgave herself, and Seaweed was overjoyed, promising Xiaobei that she would never see Song Siming again in the future. She found Haiping and asked Haiping to return the card and key to Song Siming.
Seaweed thinks that Becky is forgiving, and they can do the same as before. But she didn't know how badly betrayal could do to men. Although Xiaobei is verbally criticized, he is still lenient. But since then, he's like a different person. Every night when they fall asleep with their backs to seaweed, the two lose their initial intimacy.
Xiaobei, who was once optimistic and open-minded, instantly became stable, not only that, but he also had a bad Xi, often biting his fingers and peeling the skin of Xiaobei's fingers. Seaweed is heartbroken but there is nothing to be done. She knew that Xiaobei still didn't mind what happened between him and Song Siming, she was very panicked, and she didn't know when this kind of day would come to an end.
However, what is more serious is that Xiaobei actually learned to add bad words, which made Seaweed unbearable. She noticed that Becky was getting even more insane. She was depressed but helpless.
Seaweed felt that she had been wronged, and she knew that she was wrong and changed it, and Xiaobei was still unwilling to let go of everything. Is she punished for life for a momentary mistake? Becky's "madness" made Seaweed a little hesitant in the days to come, if Becky continued to persevere, it is hard to imagine how he followed him through a long life?
While Seaweed is confused and hesitant about their future, Becky still struggles with himself, he is in great pain, it turns out that he loves this woman so much and she has betrayed herself. He was annoyed and hated her, but he was reluctant to let go, these things that Seaweed did had been haunting his heart, he was in pain and struggling, so masochistic, biting his fingers, scolding, how could he like those intolerable actions of Seaweed? It's just that he has nowhere to go, so he has to masochize himself and divert the pain of his soul with the pain of his body.
There is a devil in his heart, and he will fight that devil at any time. He has a deep affection for Seaweed, but he is also heartbroken by her betrayal.
Seaweed is going to marry Xiaobei, she resigned from the company, Chen Sifu hurriedly called Song Siming to say that Seaweed doesn't look right, and the whole person has lost weight.
The moment Seaweed saw Song Siming, several days of grievances burst out in an instant, and she kept crying. Song Siming wanted to talk to her about anything, but Seaweed said that he would marry Xiaobei.
Song Siming sent a message saying not to get married, come again.
Seaweed is reluctant to be removed. It turned out that the text message was sent by Xiaobei, and the two had a dispute again, so Xiaobei packed up and left. That night, Seaweed found Song Siming and wanted to relive the old days.
Seaweed is no longer the innocent girl she used to be. Xiaobei had just left on the forefoot, and she arrived at Song Siming's house on the back foot, which was seamless.
Not only that, but that night, when Song Siming asked her whereabouts, she actually said:
I don't know, I won't come back anyway, I'll follow you when you go to **. You come and go, and you follow suit. You'll sleep. I'll sleep with your wife too. It was you who ruined my marriage and made me take revenge on you.
Seaweed actually exposed his thoughts a long time ago when he said this, but Song Siming didn't take this sentence seriously, he thought that this innocent and lovely girl was just verbal words. No one thought that since then, seaweed has brought trouble to themselves from time to time.
She deliberately said pitifully that she was very lonely, and Song Siming pretended not to understand what she meant and insisted on returning to her hometown. Seaweed did everything she could to throw Song Siming to her side, and she kept claiming that she was the most understanding lover, and never left Song Siming lipstick marks or perfume smells. In fact, she lived in Song Siming's room with three times and five divided by two, which was far more convincing than the smell of perfume.
After all, Song Siming often socializes, and the smell of perfume can also explain the problem, and not returning home at night is the best proof.
In the end, the seaweed purpose succeeded, and Mrs. Song was angry but had nothing to do with Song Siming, who lived here 3 days a week.
The goal has been achieved, is the seaweed happy? In the original book, two paragraphs of text deeply interpret the struggle of seaweed to break the jar.
Seaweed's heart is empty, and at night, the home is especially empty. She didn't know how long she would be able to hold out on to the long night. Love is a virtual thing. Specifically, in reality, it should be a fixed sex life, eating together every day, discussing family affairs together every day, sharing beds, and going out shopping on weekends, otherwise, love is only an empty shell.
With this mentality, Seaweed also has some ideas about the future, about marriage, about the meaning of love. Although she is young, she also reads in the book: All love will basically leave two ways out in the end, marriage and death.
Seaweed thinks that marriage is too far away from her, and she and Song Siming are largely unachievable. She thinks that maybe what little love they have left will die in the near future. What will happen to her when that time comes?
Seaweed can't think of achievements and prospects. So, she comforted herself, what if she got married? If one day she and Song Siming get tired of each other, maybe there will be a woman who shares the marriage with her. At that time, there was no love in marriage, and although it was helpless to survive, it was not equal to death?
Seaweed knows very well that he has no future with Song Siming, and now Song Siming is very good to him, but maybe it will end one day. I like the feeling of her and Becky. She and Song Siming couldn't see each other after all. Since there is no future, let's just break the jar and break it. I think that's the true mindset of seaweed.
3 took revenge on Song Siming and wanted to drain the child out, Jiang Miaomiao gave Seaweed a chance.
When Seaweed was pregnant, Song Siming had already had an incident, but he still resolutely stayed. Later, he was busy solving problems all day long, and he hadn't come to Seaweed for a long time.
He didn't come, and the seaweed stomach didn't wait, watching the stomach bulge day by day, Song Siming often disappeared, and the seaweed panicked for the first time in his heart.
She imagined herself struggling alone in the delivery bed, and other people's husbands and mothers-in-law in the delivery room gathered around the pregnant woman and sighed. And she is alone, and she has to endure the ridicule and white eyes of the world.
She began to be afraid and afraid, other people's children are the crystallization of love, but her own children are the product of bad fate. She doesn't want children anymore. If Song Siming hadn't insisted on keeping the child, he might have already undergone surgery, and now he who agreed to have a child has disappeared without a trace.
Day by day, seaweed's stomach is bigger, and the grievances in her heart are heavier, she hates Song Siming, if it weren't for him, how could he have degenerated like this?
However, the child is 6 months old, and she has no way to go to the hospital to remove the child, so she takes the most stupid way. Strenuous exercise should be used to make the child fall on his own. It is described in the original book:
The belly of the seaweed is getting bigger and bigger day by day, and it is covered tightly. The day when the child was about to move and wait for it to come out, he announced to the world: "I am a bad fate!" "Without a father, when the delivery bed is difficult, there is no one to accompany you. I figured out what I should pay.
Saturday was supposed to be a day of family reunion, and the seaweed was running fast through the streets with its belly up. She couldn't run, she could only walk away, trying to get rid of everything in front of her and behind her. In the end, it is too tired to walk and too tired. She stopped at the window door, tears welling up in her eyes.
Seaweed held up its stomach for half a year and ran around the streets. She is bulky, she can't run fast in the morning, Seaweed deliberately leaves quickly, she wants to avenge Song Siming. He only wanted this kid to get, and she let him go. She is unwilling to tie the rest of her life to her children.
But she suddenly found that Xiaobei was carrying a girl.
Coming on, Becky! It's just that there is a sunny girl next to him, with eyebrows, eyes, and demeanor, as fresh as seaweed in the first six months of college. The two squeezed their shoulders and walked forward, and Xiaobei was carrying a girl's big handbag. Becky didn't notice that the haggard, unkempt, out-of-shape, freckled seaweed on the side of the street was staring at him silently. When Becky stopped on the street and peeled off a chestnut and gave it to the girl, she smiled and touched her head. The girl raised her face affectionately, pecked Xiaobei's face gently, and the two ran away with a smile on their faces.
Seaweed tears burst out of her eyes without a fight. She remembered that she had read a prose that had been criticized by her sister as hypocritical, and the women had traveled all over the world in circles and returned to their original lover's house as guests. This person who once loved him deeply put the fisheye that once belonged to him to his current wife. At that moment, the women burst into tears like seaweed.
Whether it's my sister or Seaweed, I don't understand how precious fisheye is at first.
And in this short period of 6 months, Xiaobei has another girl by her side - Xiaobei loves and feels distressed as if she loves herself, and stuffs the chestnuts she made into her mouth.
Your own gaze, lost. Seaweed squatted hard in the window, covered his head and began to cry silently. The shoulder slump is unbearable. Pedestrians came and went on the streets, all hurrying by, and no one paid attention to her.
Seaweed regretted it, Xiaobei, who loved her so much, already had a sweetheart, and the girl ate the chestnuts that belonged to her. She threw away everything she was most precious for the sake of momentary pleasure and money.
Seaweed found herself unable to continue. If she wanted to hide from Song Siming before, she threw the child down. After seeing Xiaobei and the girl, he decided to fight to the death with Song Siming, he didn't want this child anymore. However, Song Siming's daughter called her father came from the mobile phone, and the daughter hung up the phone and was completely dead.
At this time, Seaweed already wanted to beat the child, and she called Song Siming to tell her her decision. However, she did not wait for Song Siming's arrival, but waited for Jiang Miaomiao's arrival.
At that moment, some kind of thought suddenly occurred in Seaweed's heart.
Seaweed thought that Song Siming had destroyed the innocent feelings between herself and Xiaobei, and turned a blind eye after she became pregnant. Now, the beloved Xiaobei has a sweetheart and never looks back. She hated Song Siming to the core, and before Mrs. Song arrived, she ran to the street in a rage, and she wanted the child to run away. Now seeing Jiang Miaomiao here, she temporarily decided to ask Jiang Miaomiao to take action to defeat this evil seed and Song Siming's delusions.
She knew that any original partner would go crazy when she saw a mistress with a big belly, so when Jiang Miaomiao frantically asked her for money and talked to her, she didn't say anything, she understood that it was the best policy to make angry men angry and keep silent. She really succeeded. The child was miscarried as she wished, but she paid a heavy price for it.
Seaweed finally understands that women are most afraid of losing their dignity and doing things that hurt others for money. By the time she found out, it was too late, she had lost the person she loved the most, she had lost the life she could have lived happily ever after, and the disaster caused by this meddling in other people's marriages was that she never had the opportunity to be a mother again. How painful it is for a woman to lose her loved ones and not be able to become a mother. And these, although she deliberately provoked Jiang Miaomiao to beat her, it was ultimately her fault.