Reading guide: Xiu'er's feelings for Zhu Chuanwu have always been the same, but unfortunately, Zhu Chuanwu chose to flee with Xian'er the day after he married her. Although Zhu Chuanwu lived in the barracks because of her, and although Xiu'er wore Chuanwu's clothes to sleep every night, she was never able to win Chuanwu's heart and get the love she longed for. After experiencing half a lifetime of pain and suffering, Xiu'er finally falls in love with Ichiro and enters the palace of marriage. However, what she didn't expect was that Ichiro chose to break himself. These two heart-wrenching blows are undoubtedly a huge pain in a woman's life that cannot be beared. Although Xiu'er has been trying to find her own happiness, she has not been able to achieve her wish in the end.
Xiu'er's marriage to the Zhu family marks the beginning of her tragic life. Xiu'er was the only daughter of a wealthy local man before she got married, and she lived a carefree life since she was a child, without worrying about food, clothing, or marriage. Surprisingly, after marriage, she became a resentful woman who was abandoned by her husband, alone, and longed for her husband to come home.
The fate between Xiu'er and Chuanwu originated from a heroic rescue operation. Chuanwu heroically rescues the pregnant Xiu'er from the wolves, and after that, his heart is completely attracted to Chuanwu. Chuanwu's appearance is handsome, full of male roughness and boldness, which is an irresistible charm for Xiu'er, who is in adolescence. Coupled with the fact that Chuan Wu is her savior, this attraction becomes even stronger. Therefore, Xiu'er resolutely decided that she would not marry anyone except Chuanwu.
However, Chuanwu's one-sided liking for Xiu'er did not generate any positive emotions. Xiu'er tries to avoid contact every time she sees Xiu'er, but Xiu'er, who is deeply in love, doesn't notice this, and she firmly believes that as long as she continues to persevere, she will definitely touch Chuanwu's heart.
After that, Xiu'er tried her best to please Wen Ta Niang and Zhu Kaishan, hoping that through these two old men, she could marry Chuanwu smoothly. At this moment, Xiu'er's father Han Laohai saved the Zhu family's predicament with his own blisters, and the Zhu family was more satisfied with the marriage while grateful.
Although the people of the Zhu family are kind, it is undoubtedly an honor to be able to marry with such a family. Not only did Chuanwu receive the care and care of a person, but more importantly, he was able to provide some support for his family in the future. It can be said that many people in this family business have their own plans, not just a simple marriage.
Therefore, Xiu'er took a rich dowry, and with the accompaniment of gongs and drums, she ceremoniously became Zhu Chuanwu's wife. On their wedding night, the atmosphere was very harmonious, and Chuanwu was still amusing her in various ways, and she was very happy, mistakenly thinking that Chuanwu had accepted her from the depths of her heart.
Surprisingly, however, the so-called beauty is actually nothing more than an elaborate deception. On the wedding night, Chuanwu chose to flee privately with Xian'er. It is only when Xiu'er wakes up the next day that she realizes the truth of the matter.
At that point, she burst into tears and almost lost consciousness. She never expected that on the wedding night, Chuanwu would choose to run away from the marriage, leaving her without the company of adults. She was even more confused about why Chuanwu treated her like this, and if he didn't love her, why did he choose to get married?
After that, Xiu'er staggered back to her maiden home, and after a period of thinking and sobriety, she decided to accept this fact and decided to wait for Chuanwu's return at Zhu's house.
Unexpectedly, such a wait, eighteen years have passed. Xiu'er moved from Yuanbao Town to Harbin, and spent 18 years of married life in the Zhu family, crying in front of the mirror every night. During this time, Chuanwu also went home many times, and Xiu'er was very happy at first, but unexpectedly, Chuanwu had no feelings for her at all, like a complete stranger. All this made the passionate Xiu'er's heart gradually become cold.
Despite her best efforts to attract Chuan Wu, Chuan Wu did not give any response. She even considered asking for a child to rely on, but Chuanwu coldly refused.
Xiu'er originally thought that her fate had been predetermined and that she would spend the rest of her life in endless waiting, but unexpectedly, she met Ichiro. Then, she feels a deep love for Ichiro, which makes her develop deep feelings for Ichiro and chooses to marry him.
Xiu'er stumbles upon Ichiro on the way. At that time, Ichiro was doing business in China, but he unfortunately contracted a contagious disease. If it weren't for Xiu'er finding out in time and rescuing him, Ichiro might have passed away long ago.
Xiu'er originally planned to take Ichiro home, but her father did not agree, so when there was nothing to do, Xiu'er had no choice but to send Ichiro to Zhu's house. But unexpectedly, Ichiro quietly developed feelings for Xiu'er.
After many years, Xiu'er met Ichiro again at a restaurant in the city, and the two fell in love ever since. After getting permission from her parents, Xiu'er chooses to remarry Ichiro.
Since marrying Ichiro, her state is no longer the decadence she used to be, but she is radiant with new vitality and radiance, as if she has returned to the days of her youth. All because Xiu'er experienced the nourishment of love, which allowed her state to change so quickly.
Experience tells us that only when women truly experience the beauty of love, they will be full of confidence and confidence.
When Xiu'a and Ichiro were together, both of them went through some painful moments, but they leaned on each other and kept each other warm, and it would be perfectly acceptable if they could really spend their lives together.
However, this relationship is destined not to be favored by Destiny, until Ichiro chooses to commit suicide, and Xiu'er feels that she has completely collapsed.
In the play, the Zhu family always regarded Ichiro as their biological son. Although they knew that Ichiro had assisted the Japanese in the occupation of the Shanhe Coal Mine and had served Japan, the kind-hearted Buntamu personally made a bowl of noodles for Ichiro to celebrate his birthday. Despite Ichiro's mistakes, the Zhu family always regarded him as family.
It is for this reason that Ichiro gradually sank into guilt and inner conflict, and in the end, in desperation, he chose to end his life.
After Ichiro's death, Xiu'er returned to the Zhu family. Whether it was marrying Chuanwu or Ichiro, Xiu'er chose to marry her son. Her nearly 20 years of life experience in the Zhu family have made them regard Xiu'er as their family.
Xiu'er and Chuanwu's marriage suffered an unfortunate marriage, and this unhappy marital relationship indirectly ruined the happy life of the three of them. Chuanwu is not only a majestic man, but also a person who dares to express his emotions and has a strong spirit of resistance. He is not interested in this marriage, and his dislike for Xiu'er has many reasons, but more importantly, he cannot tolerate his pride.
After Xiu'er was rescued by Chuanwu, she fell in love with the man deeply, and she even gave up the girl's reserve and dignity to pursue Chuanwu, but this did not impress Chuanwu, but deepened his disgust with Xiu'er.
Chuanwu already has some kind of emotion in his heart, he has a deep affection for Xian'er, but he can't spend the rest of his life with her without reservation. Before they got married, he tried to rebel against the marriage by going on a hunger strike, but unexpectedly, his father rejected him, so he had to endure the marriage in silence.
Considering Xiu'er's father's deep affection for their Zhu family, whether emotionally or logically, they can't refuse this marriage. But deep down in Chuan Wu's heart, he felt a deep humiliation, as if his submission was a surrender to wealth. In the face of this huge humiliation, although Chuanwu agreed, his heart was thinking about how to get rid of this shackle and fly away with Xian'er.
So, on their wedding night, Chuanwu rode a galloping horse and fled with Xian'er from the place where they felt extremely constrained. In an atmosphere of tension and surprise, he happily ran to distant places, to find their own heaven and earth.
Chuanwu pulled out the red horse he was used to riding Xi from the stable, held Xian'er's hand tightly, and then walked out of the yard. As soon as he got out of the village and onto the wide road, he rode his horse and galloped through the open field beside the birch forest. Chuanwu excitedly shouted, "AhhhBut now that I'm free, no one wants to interfere with me anymore!Xian'er leaned tiredly on Chuanwu's arm and asked softly: "Chuanwu, are you going to take me to **?"My parents could have been very anxious after we left!Chuanwu controlled the horse, turned around, and shouted loudly and happily in the direction of home: "Dad, mother, Xiu'er, Chuanwu is really sorry for you!".If Xian'er can be with me, you can rest assured!”
In conclusion, Xiu'er's life is full of both misfortune and tragedy. Marriage is supposed to be based on the deep love between the two, but Xiu'er can't understand this, she only knows to immerse herself in her own world and pursue happiness that doesn't belong to her. However, when she looks back, she realizes that this life was not worth it in the first place. 18 years of youth is just to wait for someone who does not look back, which in itself is meaningless.
If Xiu'er could release her obsession, it would have been possible for her life to be very happy and joyful. She clearly knew that Chuanwu didn't like her, but she still tried everything to marry him, just fantasizing that one day Chuanwu would be able to accept her, but in the end she lost the bet.
When Xiu'er planned to marry Ichiro, Nawen and Xia Yushu specially prepared a banquet for her and discussed the matter with Zhu Chuanwu. Xiu'er sat next to him, his expression was a little trance-like, they originally thought that Zhu Chuanwu might refuse or be very angry, but to their surprise, he readily agreed and apologized to Xiu'er.
Xiu'er's first reaction at that time was not happiness, but her eyes were slightly open, and her eyes were full of tears. She felt a little incredulous, maybe she couldn't believe that Zhu Chuanwu would agree so quickly, or she couldn't believe that Zhu Chuanwu didn't keep it, but was full of praise. It turned out that she had waited for him for 18 years, but she had never left any trace in her heart.
Perhaps Xiu'er was full of resentment in her heart, she thought that all her entanglements and fantasies were just a joke, and at the same time she was dissatisfied that Zhu Chuanwu had never fallen in love with her. However, after much consideration, she finally only said one sentence: "I'm gone, what are you going to do?".”
Xiu'er's love for martial arts is sincere, but sadly, she can never impress a person who pretends to sleep. If she can turn back in time, she won't have to wait until 18 years of widowhood to fall in love with Ichiro. Unfortunately, the happy time is so short-lived, Ichiro also chose to commit suicide after a few years of marriage, and Xiu'er's spring is always so short-lived, even before she has time to bloom.
In short, every step in life is wrong, and there will be certain moments in life that will come, but don't force it when you don't. The tragedy of Xiu'er's life begins when she falls in love with someone she thinks she shouldn't love. Although her insistence on love is correct, her insistence on any situation is obsessive. If she could control herself and learn to live in harmony with life, she would not have gone to a tragic end because of her mistakes.