In the sunny March, the willow trees were as thin as twigs, and Yanxi rode a horse along the wide road in front of Wanshou Mountain, she just looked up at the woman in the green shirt on the rubber car, and that look seemed to indicate the endless years. For thousands of years, she was just a small passerby, and on this road, only her back was left, and her figure was only a mottled remnant. The spring color of Motou was deeply attracted by the glimpse of Qingqiu.
Yan Xi was Xi to the atmosphere of leaning on red and green, and when Qingqiu's plain makeup was elegantly displayed in front of her eyes, she was immediately shocked like a fairyland on earth. Influenced by the marriage concept of "marrying a wife and marrying a virtuous person", Yanxi immediately decided to give up her eldest lady Bai Xiuzhu and instead pursue Leng Qingqiu wholeheartedly.
Qingqiu knew that one of them was a gentle and elegant little jade, and the other was the son of a wealthy family, and such a family opinion would eventually lead to the breakdown of their marriage.
Despite this, under Yanxi's strong attack, Qingqiu still chose to give up ** and armor. The word "talent" is her signboard and her capital. She's right"Only"、"Wealth"、"material"The excessive pursuit of these three words is actually just one of the reasons.
It is generally believed that Qingqiu's feelings for Yanxi are not so pure. When I read "The Family of Gold Powder" again many years later, I found that there seemed to be too much of a girl's heart behind this relationship.
For"Only"Greed: The carefully composed Spring Rain Seven Uniques actually opened the door to the soul in the early autumn season.
Qingqiu grew up under the guidance of his father through literacy and literacy. In her concept, men have a higher depth and connotation in poetry and writing than in the world, but once they are influenced by the superficial ideas of impetuous society, she will become more and more sour.
Obviously, Uncle Song Runqing is the kind of person who is not liked by others.
Qingqiu has a soft spot for poems with far-reaching artistic conceptions, so Jin Yanxi took advantage of the atmosphere of the poetry club to present a song of spring rain to everyone to express his emotions in a subtle way. This is a small poem that she and her uncle wrote for her at a party, and her uncle proposed to write for her, which can be regarded as an affirmation of her poetry level!However, she never expected that such an amazing text would be written on behalf of her uncle, whom she had always despised.
From this point of view, Qingqiu didn't look down on his uncle's knowledge, but he didn't like him at all;In this way, the uncle does not look down on his child, but thinks that this child is too pitiful. Yan Xi was replaced by such a talent, and Dangzhen Sect Qingqiu was shy.
Yanxi accurately captured Qingqiu's preferences, and used all the years of wandering among the flowers to use all means to solidify her erudite image.
Jin Yanxi went from admiring her delicate hairpin checkered letters, to writing poems for her, to finding and excerpting birthday words, and even writing a reply letter in the way of dancing and ink, on the one hand, she highly praised Qingqiu's talent in Chinese literature, but on the other hand, she also inadvertently revealed that she was also a lover of poetry level 10.
As time passed, Qingqiu cast a glimpse of this man with similar interests. You're a talented man with both good looks and a good look, but I don't like his vulgar and vulgar words. So, when you've written an elegantly worded congratulatory message, I've replied to you with an insightful letter of appreciation;I also wrote an article "My Mr. Double Cultivation". I consider myself the Pavilion Master of the Double Cultivation Pavilion, so you can call me Yan Ran Layman.
There are erudite people when chatting, and there is no white ding when they come and go. When she is with him, she always likes to spend more time together, so she understands and respects each other more, and is more willing to do something. As a literati, Qingqiu deeply likes this way of making friends through literature. In Beijing at that time, the pompousness of capitalism was everywhere, but Jin Yanxi showed her a paradise beyond the hustle and bustle.
In this **, the role of Ouyang Yujian does not exist. Zhang Hatshui showed the deep emotions of Jin and Leng when they first met, and they were completely evenly matched.
For Yanxi, Qingqiu is like a pure plum blossom, although her heart is full of deep admiration, she only dares to approach gradually;
For Qingqiu, Yanxi is like the sunshine that has not been seen for a long time, she no longer turns a blind eye to the indifference of the world, but longs for the recognition of others.
What's more, at the age of seventeen or eighteen, it is in the stage of experiencing love for the first time, and the fusion of hormones and new things quickly brings two young hearts closer.
Qingqiu is deeply fascinated by Yanxi's talent, and from one point of view, it is actually a sigh for his feelings of being neglected.
Since my father passed away three years ago, no one has appreciated my haughty personality anymore. My uncle, who was also a scholar, either laughed at my lack of writing skills or ridiculed me for my boring font. I, too, in these "talentless" years, can only silently look for my own leisure on the bookshelf. Now, Jin Yanxi walked on the colorful auspicious clouds, her words were full of praise, how could this make her unmoved in the cold autumn mood.
At that time, Jin Yanxi Yushu was in the wind and knowledgeable, and every word and sentence was full of deep admiration for Qingqiu. She was a beautiful and gentle woman, but in his eyes she was a rough and unkempt person. Although everyone laughed at Qingqiu for worshipping Jin, they didn't realize that Jin's coldness actually stemmed from his talent.
Qingqiu's desire for talent is, in the final analysis, just a kind of heartbeat of a young girl for spring.
Coveting wealth: It is easy to move from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to move from luxury to frugality.
Qingqiu is like a swimming fish, before she met Jin Yanxi, she only knew that there might be a pond in the universe, but Jin Yanxi is like a gatekeeper guarding the embankment, revealing the mystery of the sea for her.
Yanxi's friendly attitude is gradually strengthened, first the thin dim sum at the Nan Goods Store, then the table full of shark fins, then the popular silk satin, and finally the theater tickets and shoe tickets, carefully observed, from food to wear, nothing is missing.
As an ordinary family, the Leng family naturally cannot be compared with the wealth of the Jin family. In Yanxi's view, these seemingly insignificant gifts are rare treasures in various festivals and celebrations in Qingqiu.
Qingqiu never realized that in the world of wealthy people, life is not an injustice suppressed in the bottom of the heart, but a kind of boredom of indulgence. She didn't understand that in this materialistic era, money is the most precious thing, but it was described so well by a literati with the word "reactive". She knows it"Reactive power is not punished"This truth, but the stubbornness in the literati's heart failed to resist the attraction brought by the vanity of the youngest daughter's family after all.
From the initial nervousness and anxiety when accepting the gift, to the later compromise of "half back and half left", and finally calmly using a few cheap calligraphy and paintings as a gift in return, Qingqiu gradually lost his mind driven by material desires.
The blue cheongsam is a popular material that my classmates used to wear a few days agoThere was also the bow with silver ornaments, which was a gift from his classmates. If a pearl necklace can be the center of attention at a classmate's wedding, it's not too late to return it;Also, her skirt and high heels were sewn from silver-gray satin. The Kun shoe ticket that I bought for 20 yuan dazzled me in both the aqua blue and snow-white satin shoes. However, when she was sent to the Public Security Bureau, she found out that she was wrong!Qingqiu was dizzy for a while, and finally fell deeper and deeper into the trap set by Yan Xi.
Zhang Hatshui's ruthlessness lies in the fact that he does not oppose the social classes of Jin and Leng, but creates a dreamy bubble about Cinderella, glorifying Qingqiu's struggles, renunciation, and compromise in the material world into a love story that transcends the view of the portal.
When she first set foot in the Jin Mansion, she had already walked for a long time just in Qingqiu in the front hall. Whether it's the shelved room in the bungalow or the garden verandah, it continues to stimulate her imagination. Even the female servants in her inner chamber were more dazzling than she was.
It is easy to move from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to move from extravagance to frugality. The appearance of Yanxi has significantly improved the quality of life of the Leng family, and this high-quality life is like opium that cannot be quit, constantly attracting Qingqiu into Yanxi's arms.
She knows very well what the consequences of rejecting Yanxi will be, she knows that she will return to the days when she envied her classmates and live a fine life, and the good job that Yanxi found for her uncle may also fail. After weighing various factors, Qingqiu decides to see love as a key way for herself to enter the upper class.
It would be understandable if Qingqiu couldn't see the pain and tears behind the wealthy marriage;If you talk about the ups and downs of marriage, it is more helpless and embarrassing. Mrs. Leng has experienced forty years of warmth and coldness, and she should at least understand the pros and cons, but her acquiescence further strengthens Qingqiu's pursuit"Freedom of marriage and love"determination.
Mrs. Leng went from being unwilling to return the fabric to secretly accepting a loan of 300 yuan from Yanxi, and her idea of wanting to take advantage of it can be glimpsed. Her status and power in the family far exceed that of her husband and children, and her education and management are also strictly disciplined, and even the children dare not be provoked. Under the effect of this family atmosphere, Qingqiu's pride was also deeply eroded, and she lost her inner peace.
Qingqiu has a strong interest in wealth, and the heart of the carp that wants to jump over the dragon gate is finally translated into practical action.
Greedy"material": To like means to be careless, and to love means to be careful.
Yanxi's pursuit of Qingqiu was for marriage from the beginning.
Yan Xi rented a room next to Leng's house and cleverly created opportunities to get along with Song Yunqing and Han Ma, successfully equipping the two wingmen, a strategy that greatly increased the chances of winning their favor.
This talented and beautiful man lingers in Qingqiu's sight every day, carefully solving various problems for her, which also explains why Qingqiu is so sincere. Her mind is always so delicate, gentle, and considerate, which makes people think that he is a gentle woman. What touched her even more was that Yanxi was always able to accurately guess her inner thoughts.
Qingqiu was envious of other people's blue cheongsam, and it didn't take long for Yanxi to give her several different materialsQingqiu was troubled because she couldn't find a suitable pair of shoes, and Yan Xi's eyes turned and she immediately gave Song Runqing a ticket for women's shoesQingqiu was missing a string of pearls around her neck, so Yanxi gave Qingqiu a string under the pretext of borrowing jewelry.
It is not uncommon for a rich young master to spend a lot of money in order to win a smile from a beautiful woman. But when Yanxi gave gifts, she always took Qingqiu's self-esteem into account, fearing that her impulsiveness would make the goddess feel displeased.
It's ironic, and despite Qingqiu's keen interest in these gifts, she can only reluctantly accept them in a distorted manner. In fact, she knows best in her heart that she is just a layman. In Zhang Hatshui's description, Qingqiu is portrayed as a fairy, but she is rarely affected by the distractions of the world. In "Laughing Karma", he dresses himself up as a "demon and monster", but he refuses to succumb to the rules of the world. Behind this lies the helplessness of life, but it is more of an impact of disguised arrogance.
How could Yan Xi not understand Qingqiu's indomitable spirit, she just accompanied her beloved with a heart that could see through and not say anything.
It is often said that liking means having no scruples, while love means being cautious, and Yanxi's care for Qingqiu is a comprehensive consideration from the heart. She is a girl who loves to learn Xi has a strong curiosity, and she has to report to school half an hour early every morning. At breakfast, she is reminded not to be too cool, and asks her sisters to say good things for Qingqiu in front of her parents, while her boyfriend always manages to cope, and no one else will be impressed?
Yanxi was originally an uninhibited person, but after meeting Qingqiu, his mood became stable for the first time. He loved her, but he didn't dare to confess it to her. At the top of Xiangshan, Yan Xi affectionately displayed a golden ring and dedicated his heart to Qingqiu. "I am willing to give my life to you. At that time, the breeze was gently blowing, the sun was shining, and Yanxi's eyes could only hold a refreshing autumn.
Yanxi is different from other frivolous sons, he sincerely married Qingqiu, from introducing the fifth sister to Qingqiu to summoning the fourth sister to propose marriage for him, the whole process was not missed.
It is widely believed that Kim and Leng got married because they had children, but their relationship was underestimated due to the initial motivation between men and women. Although it was difficult for a daughter to buy a lover, Yanxi's deep emotions finally won Qingqiu's approval and nod.
In the eyes of everyone in the Leng family, a man like Yanxi is a real talent, he is not only full of sincere feelings for Qingqiu, but also has never despised Qingqiu because of his family background. Mrs. Leng also had a marriage, but at that time she was still a gentle and virtuous woman, and she took care of and cared for her daughter. In the face of such a frank and sincere son-in-law, how could Mrs. Leng have any obstacles.
From this point of view, Qingqiu is not completely attracted by material, no matter how good Yanxi's objective conditions are, it is not as good as what he said"Marry me"This sentence can touch Qingqiu's heart even more.
Although Qingqiu is greedy for material, she can't see the truth of the sweet words behind the man.
Epilogue: Yanxi had a feeling of falling in love with Qingqiu at first sight, and Qingqiu's feelings for Yanxi deepened over time.
In her quest for Qingqiu, Yanxi only remembers her final wish to marry her, but gradually forgets the reason for her initial liking and realizes the many differences between herself and QingqiuHowever, Qingqiu gradually falls into Yanxi's originally elaborate role of the perfect person, and cannot accept Yanxi's true colors.
Qingqiu's feelings for Yanxi are the product of a combination of factors. To put it simply, Yanxi's money worship behavior not only weakened her personal attractiveness, but also tarnished the innocence of love between Jin and Leng.
We all deeply want to experience the love we meet for the first time in our lives, but we are unwilling to face the ruthlessness and cruelty hidden in the real world.
A dream in autumn, fate is destined to be unable to escape the tragic fate of Jin Yan surrounding Liang Mu.