Dictatorial: Ms. Wang.
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I have two older brothers, and as a girl, I was blacklisted by my parents since I was a child, and I understand their patriarchal thinking, but I don't accept that they treat me badly.
Sometimes, I think fiercely, if you really don't like me, you might as well give me away, maybe those parents who are not biological will treat their children well, but I meet such patriarchal parents, but they are not as good as those adopted children.
I remember one time, my uncle went to the house to get a watermelon, I hesitated for a long time, but I still couldn't help but cut the watermelon and eat it, of course, I couldn't eat it all at once, just ate a few pieces, and kept the rest for my parents and brothers to go back to eat.
As a result, my mother went back and saw that I had cut the watermelon and eaten it, she didn't say anything, she slapped me with her backhand, I cried on the spot, and my dad watched from the side, as if he had nothing to do with him.
And my two older brothers didn't look at me at all and went straight to the kitchen to eat watermelon, and when they did, my mother quickly told them to wash their hands before eating.
I was treated harshly by my parents since I was a child, they didn't treat me as their own child at all, and they didn't even treat me as a human being, I thought, some families have a puppy, and people will eat and drink well, but I am a piece of meat that fell off my mother's body, I don't know, how did she do it so ruthlessly.
You ask me if I ever hate, and honestly, I do, especially when I know something terrible, I really only hate my mom.
I heard my sister-in-law say that my mother was hungry for me within a month of my birth and didn't let me **, because my second brother was one year older than me, and she gave her breast milk to my second brother, I was hungry and cried every day, and my mother didn't care.
When I was in elementary school, my Chinese teacher said that I looked malnourished, and the girls in my class were spoiled by their parents, and they ate white and chubby, which was very cute, but I didn't look like a girl at all.
I have always been dark, thin, and short, and my sister-in-law has been very good to me, because she is also the one who is not welcomed in the family, so when she is able, she often helps me.
My grandparents have four sons, just my sister-in-law and a daughter, the whole family doesn't like her, and when I come here, I am not liked by my parents. ”
I was able to go to college smoothly because my sister-in-law insisted on providing me with my studies, otherwise, my mother would have let me drop out of school a long time ago, and she would not give me money at all to let me go to school.
Since my mom didn't care about me at all, I learned to be independent, take care of myself, and became very strong.
Although I was discriminated against and looked down upon, I didn't give up on myself, I worked hard to learn Xi, I worked hard to live, I hope that I can create a better future and make those who look down on me regret it.
After graduating from university, I chose to stay in the city to work, partly because I didn't want to return to that indifferent home, and on the other hand, to repay my sister-in-law for raising me.
Now, although I don't have a house or a car in the city, I have a stable job with a good income, and my sister-in-law is retired, she often comes to visit me, brings me some food cooked at home, and I will give my sister-in-law money every month.
I don't know if I will be successful in the future, but I will try to live my life well and live my own value. I will not forget those who hurt me, but I will not retaliate, and I hope that I can prove that I am not a weak person with practical actions.
I now have a monthly salary of 28,000 a month, I deliberately told my family about it, my mother always wanted me to give money to my brothers, but I just didn't give it, I don't often go back to my hometown, and she can't help it.
However, last time my sister-in-law gave birth to a second child, I happened to go on a business trip to our hometown city, so I went back by the way, I gave the child a red envelope of 500, and my sister-in-law was unhappy, but I don't care, I usually don't contact them at all, I can give red envelopes, and I also look at the face of my little nephew.
At that time, I stayed at home for a while and left, and my mother didn't know the red envelope I gave, but a month later, my sister-in-law called ** and asked me to go back, saying that my sister-in-law's child was full moon and asked me to go back too.
I didn't want to go back, but my sister-in-law said that there are some things that can't be hidden, and when I went back, my mother asked me how many red envelopes I was going to give this day, and I said directly: "I have already given it last time I came back, and I will not give it again." ”
However, my mother was angry, she asked me coldly: "You are an aunt, if you want to go back to your parents' house in the future, you have to do your duty, you have to give it again, you only give 500 with a monthly salary of 28,000, aren't you ashamed?"”
I smiled and said, "What's so embarrassing about this, you are your biological mother, you have treated me harshly since I was a child, why are you not ashamed, when you beat me and scolded me, my brother didn't help me, why should I come to slap you." ”
On that day, I cheekily ate my nephew's full moon banquet at home, and immediately got up and went back to the company, and since then, a few months have passed, I have never been back, and I have not contacted my family, and I don't know if I have done too much, but I just don't want to get too close to them.
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