On that day, I celebrated with my friend Xiao Li that her girlfriend had successfully obtained her driver's license. Unexpectedly, when I hurried to the restaurant box, I met a person who embarrassed me, my former female colleague Lin Mei, who turned out to be Xiao Li's girlfriend.
We exchanged a few pleasantries, and Lin Mei recalled the days we worked together in the store. She told me that she had left because she was talking in the storeIn loveIt is forbidden, and only she or Xiao Li can be together when they leave the store. I feel extremely disappointed, I once pursued Lin Mei, but in the end I lost to Xiao Li.
I was unwilling and secretly complained, although Xiao Li was my friend, his appearance, height and income were not as good as mine, and I couldn't understand why the girl I liked was obtained by him. Grieved and angry, I left the restaurant in dismay.
On the way out, a tall woman walked over, I felt familiar, and stopped to take a few more looks. Xiao Li said teasingly: "You like such a woman, but it's a pity that she is too beautiful and you can't catch up with her." At this time, the woman came over and admitted that it was my new girlfriend Zhou Jing, and Xiao Li could see that she was surprised. He said: "You kid knows how to brag, how can you know such a beautiful girl and say it's your girlfriend?."I smiled helplessly, not expecting things to turn out like this.
As a neighbor, Zhou Jing and I have been in contact with each other day by day. I found her to be a gentle and slow-burning person. At first, she was a little cold to me, but as we became friends, she gradually showed a cheerful side and liked to share happiness with me. It made me like her even more and I couldn't help but fall in love with this woman who was ten years older than me.
I began to pursue her, asking her to hang out, watch movies, and eat with her, and she gladly accepted. But when I got drunk and expressed my love for her to her, she began to distance herself from me. I was confused and disappointed, why did she ignore me?I was crying alone on the balcony that day, and Zhou Jing suddenly appeared and asked me if I was okay and if I could cheer up. She told me that she made a good impression of me and thought I was a nice, handsome, and considerate person, but she was 30 years old and wanted to find a mature and stable man to marry. She advised me that I would find a better woman and not waste time with her. This conversation made me understand her thoughts, and I deeply felt that I was in love with someone I shouldn't love, and her reality and reason kept us from being together.
However, we became good friends and we had a lot of happy times together. I slowly matured through this experience and understood my own inadequacy and immaturity.
One day a few years later, I saw Zhou Jing again, she already had a new boyfriend and a lovely girl in her arms. Although I feel helpless and regretful about myself, my heart is full of blessings. I understand that she has found the mature and stable man she wants and has a happy life.
This experience became the biggest regret and lesson of my life. Love is sometimes cruel, and when you are young, you are often incapable of giving happiness to the person you love deeply. I regret my immaturity, but I also understand that this is a bad relationship and that I shouldn't pursue something I shouldn't have. In the end, I hope that Zhou Jing and her family are happy, and I will continue to move forward and find my own happiness.
This story tells us that there are times in life when we fall in love with someone we shouldn't love, and many times, we don't have the ability to give true happiness, and such regrets are also part of our growth. We should not blame other people's choices and the cruelty of reality, but should strive to grow and find our own happiness.