The summer of childhood is always full of laughter and endless adventures. I remember that at that time, a group of our friends used to get together to play, sometimes *** cat, sometimes scratch and seek.
My family lives in a quiet alley and is familiar to all neighbors. At that time, the door of my house was open all year round, and my family and neighbors often visited the door and became close.
Seeing the look of chagrin on our faces, she pulled us into the house with both anger and distress, and then handed us our favorite snacks and said softly, "Go wash your hands, dinner is almost cold."
However, the good times don't last long. In the spring of that year, my father fell seriously ill, and the family's finances gradually fell into trouble.
Although my father's condition gradually improved, the debts incurred due to medical expenses seemed to be increasing.
Conflicts in the family followed. The parents disagreed on every detail, and the originally sweet family turned into a cold position.
However, his father was unable to earn money due to physical reasons, and he became more and more depressed. I gradually understood that their conflicts had been quietly occurring since I was a child, but I was too young to understand the subtleties between them.
In this family, I gradually understood many things. There are times when people's hearts start to become fragile and sensitive under extreme stress.
And he can only bear it silently.
And when night fell, I looked out through the bamboo curtain at home. The lights in the house next door are still bright, and the children are laughing and sitting around, and the parents are talking jokes with each other.
Because I know that the reluctance to fight for the country has resonated with many people, and I know deeply the consequences of the country's ruin.
One day, my mother suddenly disappeared. I remember it was a sunny morning, and when I went into the kitchen, I found that breakfast was ready on the table, but my mother was nowhere to be seen.
The father also became restless and spent the whole day searching for his mother. After searching for a few days, I finally learned that my mother was hiding in a relative's house.
All of this shocked and heart-wrenching me. In my impression, my parents have always been that ordinary and strong appearance, and I never thought that they would have such contradictions and conflicts.
I deeply understand that the conflict between parents stems from family pressure, financial difficulties and unsatisfactory life.
Since I was a child, I have witnessed the bitterness and pain of family, and I have also learned that understanding and respect for family members can resolve conflicts.
Right now, my mother is back home, but the atmosphere in the house is still tense. Whenever I get home, I always hear their low noises.
However, I also know that it is impossible to return to the beauty of the past, and I do not know where we will go in the future.
The family pressure made Chen Yin and his family's life gradually unsustainable, his mother was getting thinner and thinner, and his father's condition did not improve significantly.
Although the parents tried to hide the conflicts in the family, the reality of the current life is impossible to ignore. Chen Yin overheard his mother talking to someone in ** about whether to move out of the city and seek a new way out of life.
At the same time, my father also discussed with relatives and friends in private plans to solve the family's financial problems.
One day, his mother suddenly offered to take him and his sisters to his grandmother's house, insisting that it would take better care of the children.
A fierce quarrel unfolded, and tension filled the house.
In this family dispute, Chen Yin and his sisters have clearly become helpless victims. Their hearts are full of struggles and contradictions, and they cannot choose a side in the face of conflicts between their parents.
During this period of time, Chen Yin has watched his family members grow old one by one because of family affairs, and the powerlessness and helplessness in his heart have become stronger and stronger, and in the face of family conflicts, the contradictions in his heart have become increasingly serious.
In the midst of family disputes, he began to think about some inescapable problems, just like the sentence he heard since he was a child, "the country is ruined and the family is ruined".
In this dim night, Chen Yin lay quietly on the bed. He looked at the starry sky outside the window, but his heart still couldn't be calm.
He doesn't know what the future holds, but the only thing he knows for sure is that he's also starting to be reluctant to be a part of the maelstrom in the family.
One night, I saw my mother sitting in the living room with a stack of bills, her eyes full of anxiety and helplessness.
Her mother burst into tears, talking about the sacrifices she had to make for the sake of the family, and her father's coldness and disregard for her.
I began to realize that the conflicts in the family were not as simple as we imagined, and there were too many unspeakable hidden secrets behind them.
My parents' quarrels left me exhausted. At home, I became more and more reticent, and gradually, I began to hide from returning home.
However, despite my attempts to escape, the conflict at home intensified. The mother began to become more and more depressed, and the father was immersed in his own world.
Gradually, I developed an indescribable sense of loneliness, as if I was trapped in a hopeless situation.
The reluctance to fight for the country has resonated with many people, do you know the consequences of the country's ruin?When I was a child, my mother walked straight into my room one afternoon.
She said to me, "Your dad went to drink again, this time it's the third time, it's unbearable!"."I know Dad has been having a bad financial situation lately and has been struggling with it, but I didn't expect him to use alcohol to get away with the problem.
That night, the smell of alcohol and smoke filled the house, and the parents began a quarrel that was so intense that it could penetrate the entire house.
The next morning, the atmosphere at home was unusually heavy. The father sat at the table with a frown, and the mother began to prepare breakfast.
It all makes me feel sad. I didn't know what to do, I was just a young child and was forced to face such a heavy situation.
I tried to talk to my parents, but they were all in their own pain in the argument and no one wanted to listen to me at all.
Although I didn't understand what was going on at home, I was deeply aware of the conflicts in my family. On this day, I understood the reluctance to fight for the country, which resonated with many people, and the consequences of the country's ruin.