Tian Xiao'e died, she seemed to have died at the hands of Lu San, but if you trace back to the source, her death is inseparable from Lu Zilin.
If she wasn't with Lu Zilin, Tian Fuxian would have retaliated against her twice at most, after all, she was a woman, and with so many eyes on Bailu Plain, Tian Fuxian wouldn't do anything to harm her life.
The price for her to be with Lu Zilin was too great, and she was first beaten by everyone with a thorn brush in the ancestral hall, and then killed by Lu San. I was also scolded by people**.
If she hadn't gotten along with Lu Zilin, she wouldn't have been beaten by Bai Jiaxuan in the ancestral hall. didn't smoke, and Lu Zilin wouldn't let him seduce Bai Xiaowen. If she hadn't been there to seduce Bai Xiaowen. so as not to be killed by Lu San.
In fact, Lu Zilin asked her to seduce Bai Xiaowen, and her heart was known. She also formed an indissoluble bond with Bai Xiaowen. Why didn't she tell Bai Xiaowen about what Lu Zilin did in the end?
If she had said it earlier, Lu Zilin would have been as notorious in Bailuyuan as she was. If she had spoken earlier and aroused the vigilance of Bai Xiaowen's father and son, she might not have been able to die in the end.
Why didn't she tell the truth until she died?I read the original book to find out what the real secret is.
1 In the first half of his life, he was humiliated, and he went from rebellion to promise.
Tian Xiao'e was discriminated against in the first half of her life. When she was a teenager, she was sold to Guo Juren, who was almost seventy years old, as a concubine. Not only is he not favored, but he also lives a sullen life.
She was nominally only a second room, but she was always crushed to death by the eldest wife. In the original book, it is written that the difference between the two women is like this:
The big woman and the old man get along day and night, fanning him, lighting cigarettes for him, making tea for him, talking to him, and sleeping with him. The three meals were made by the little woman, and the fuchsia walnut lacquer plate was brought into the cave, the urinal was carried at night, and the urine was watered in the morning were the little women's work, except for these, the little woman had no reason to enter the cool cave.
The eldest lady ate her to death at the beginning, and gave her a concubine who was roughly the same as the maid. Fortunately, there was a wife in front of her.
In order to belittle Tian Xiao'e, the first wife even asked her to "raise dates" for Guo Juren and humiliate her by unscrupulous means. The so-called "raising jujubes" is to stuff the three dried jujubes in Tian Xiao'e's body at night, take them out the next morning, wash them and give them to Guo Juren to eat, saying that they nourish yin and nourish yang.
It's okay to insult Tian Xiao'e like this, and even more, the eldest lady is also telling this secret everywhere. Tian Xiao'e's "raising dates" for Guo Juren was also told by the staff as a pastime after tea and dinner, and the employees called her Mrs. on the surface, but they all despised it from the bottom of their hearts.
The reason why a woman is respected is that in addition to relying on herself, she also has the strength of her husband to maintain it. Tian Xiao'e chose to go with the flow in the face of fate, and Guo Juren once again let the eldest wife bully. People are very good and bullied, and both long-term and short-term workers look down on her for this.
Tian Xiao'e, as the daughter of Xiucai, also has her own dignity and pursuit. She desperately wants to be respected and have someone who feels sorry for her. But in Guo Ju's family, in addition to being able to mix without worrying about food and clothing, she was all humiliated.
In this day-to-day depression and grievance, Tian Xiao'e has been looking for opportunities to resist. After meeting Heiwa, Heiwa eventually shows a series of rebellions.
She had a secret relationship with Heiwa, and the first time she tasted Yunyu, Heiwa fell in love with her. And she also found the taste of being cherished from Heiwa's love for herself, and she didn't want to stay here anymore, hoping to have a home with Heiwa and live a righteous and bright life.
Unfortunately, they were caught by Guo Juren. Guo Juren made people eliminate Heiwa, and Heiwa escaped by luck and took Tian Xiao'e back to Bailuyuan.
After Bai Jiaxuan learned the truth, he resolutely disagreed with Tian Xiao'e entering the ancestral hall, saying that she was a notorious woman who would corrupt Bailuyuan's feng shui. No, Heiwa spent five yuan to buy the broken cave at the edge of the village. They rebuilt caves, bought boards, and iron pots.
When the first meal was cooked, they wept with joy despite choking coughs and tears. At night, while they fell asleep in the fire pit, they began to cry excitedly.
Heiwa said: Blind and rotten, it will always be our own destiny. ”
Xiao'e couldn't cry:
I don't get tired of eating blindly or rotten, it's good to have you here. I eat bran vegetables willingly. ”
To say that the purpose of Tian Xiao'e and Heiwa getting along was to save themselves and avenge Guo Juren. When she said this, she had already promised Heiwa that she wanted to live with Heiwa.
In Tian Xiao'e's eyes, although the home is in tatters, it has become the starting point of her new life. I was very relieved to learn that it took a lot of effort for Heiwa to marry her. At that moment, her heart was sweet and she fell in love with the truth. If they continue to maintain this state, the two will become a happy couple. It's just a pity that there are too many things in the impermanence of life, so many that she didn't expect it.
2.The matter of the ancestral hall made her understand the behavior of the two families of Bailu.
First, one is prosperous.
Although Tian Xiao'e and Heiwa live in the same cave outside the village, they also know the prestige and solidarity of the Bailu family in the hearts of the clansmen.
When Bai Bingde was alive, he repeatedly told his son: Have a big idea in your heart. Don't affect the unity of Bailuyuan because of a little personal grudge.
For a small family, it is home and prosperity. The same is true for a family. Only closely connected clans can stay in tune with the outside world in the event of an invasion by a foreign enemy.
Bai Jiaxuan firmly remembered his father's words. As long as Lu Zilin's affairs are not related to the overall situation, he will turn a blind eye and let the two families maintain superficial harmony.
At first, he and Lu Zilin were praised for pushing each other's land to Widow Li. Zishui County Ling Gu Demao specially erected a monument for them, called "Renyi Bailu Village". The stele was wrapped in red silk, and then the suona version was asked to go all the way**, and the county magistrate himself sent it to Bailu Village. Bailu Village is named after "Renyi Village".
Tian Xiao'e listened to what Heiwa said about all this. She knows very well that the two Bailu families are a ray of light in the hearts of the people of Bailu Plain. It is the backbone of people's hearts. really made Tian Xiao'e feel that the relationship between the two of them was not ordinarily good, because he was beaten in the ancestral hall that time.
The white dog was aware of the severance between himself and Lu Zilin, but was bitten to death by Lu Zilin. Bai Jiaxuan ordered all the men and men aged 16 and above to go to the ancestral hall to stab her and Bai Goudan forty times.
Bai Jiaxuan specifically told Lu Zilin to leave and asked Lu Zilin to do it himself. Lu Zilin sent a ghost in his heart, and said piously that you are the patriarch, and you have come to open the punishment. In the original book, Bai Jiaxuan described the process of punishing Tian Xiao'e with criminal punishment:
Bai Jiaxuan walked the ** steps, everyone quietly dodged a way, came to Tian Xiao'e, picked up the thorn brush in the hand of the old man, raised his hand and pumped it on Xiao'e's face, and countless blood was immediately revealed on his smooth and delicate cheeks. Xiao'e tore the sky and cried. Bai Jiaxuan handed the thorn brush to the executioner, lifted his robe and came to the white dog, took the thorn brush handed over by the executioner and raised his hand again, the white dog's face was removed like Tian Xiao'e's face, it was also bloodstained and blurred. The white dog cried like a donkey. Bai Jiaxuan lifted the corners of his robe, stood back in front of the steps of the ancestral hall, and looked at the bodies of the two twisted locust trees solemnly.
Lu Zilin understood in his heart that Bai Jiaxuan's move was to take the opportunity to knock himself. The white dog egg does not have the dog guts to mess with Tian Xiao'e, Tian Xiao'e will not take a man like the white dog in her eyes. In fact, as the white dog said, Lu Zilin is the person hiding behind it. But Bai Jiaxuan didn't want to make too much trouble, if Lu Zilin came, then everyone would be embarrassed. Bai Jiaxuan would rather treat the white dog egg as Lu Zilin. But he also wants to give Lu Zilin a little color, he seems to have set up a torture hall to smoke Tian Xiao'e and the white dog, which is actually a horse against Lu Zilin.
Bai Jiaxuan meant to speak outside of his words, and Lu Zilin was clear in his heart. So he told Tian Xiao'e:
It is not too late for a gentleman to take revenge. You're in pain from the thorns, I know that. But I didn't know that Bai Jiaxuan only used 3 percent of your strength, and 7 percent of your strength came at me. Someone else just slapped me in the face when you were a jiri!
Bai Jiaxuan saw it very thoroughly, even Tian Xiao'e didn't understand it at that time, but she understood it after a while. Bai Jiaxuan will not punish Lu Zilin, because Lu Zilin and Bai Jiaxuan are the anchors in the hearts of the people in Bailuyuan. If everyone knew that Lu Zilin had done something embarrassing, it would inevitably make a fuss, which would not be conducive to the unification of Bailuyuan.
Lu Zilin is in an important position, and Tian Xiao'e naturally disagrees with Lu Zilin. She was disgusted by everyone, and her speech carried no weight. No one believes that she is like this, if Lu Zilin bites her like a white dog's egg again, she will definitely meet the same fate as the white dog's egg.
It is precisely because of the discovery of the relationship between the two families of Bailu that he dares to say that Lu Zilin instigated himself to deceive Bai Xiaowen.
There are two reasons why this is important.
3, she was afraid that it would be useless to sue her, and she would never find a backer again.
Heiwa and Lu Zhaopeng made a revolution, and the cooperation between the Kuomintang and the Communist Party was completed, Heiwa and Lu Zhaopeng were both wanted, and the two fled from Bailuyuan one after another.
Heiwa left, and Tian Xiao'e had no one to rely on. Her family lived in a dilapidated cave at the edge of the village, and at night she listened to the howling of wolves, and was frightened for a while.
After Heiwa caused a mess and ran away, she became Heiwa's scapegoat. Tian Fuxian, who had nowhere to vent his anger because he didn't find the black baby, hung the black baby up.
Tian Fuxian deceived Heiwa in order to make Heiwa's comeback. She believed. Lu Zilin told her that Heiwa couldn't come again, otherwise there would be only a dead end.
Lu Zilin's words made her very pleased, and although Lu Zilin took her for himself in a dirty way, she was still grateful. If it weren't for Lu Zilin's reminder, Heiwa would definitely die.
After the matter is completed, she may still want to sue Lu Zilin, after all, reason still prevails. She anxiously told Bai Jiaxuan that Lu Zilin could still act in peace, and if she sued Lu Zilin and was counterattacked, it would definitely be powerful.
Bai Goudan revealed that he was with Lu Zilin, Bai Jiaxuan brushed himself with a thorn in public, Lu Zilin rubbed medicine for himself, Tian Xiao'e cried excitedly, and told Lu Zilin in a choked voice
Great, now I am only your lover and dependent.
A woman who lacks love will keep in her heart a little bit of the goodness that she has for herself. She followed Heiwa to Bailuyuan without the permission of her clansmen, and Heiwa refused to take her away after she fled. He made a big fuss at home, ran away alone in a time of crisis, and ended up in a mess.
She is a person who has no relatives to take refuge in, no acquaintances to associate with. Even if she knew that Lu Zilin had ulterior motives, for her, it was the only life-saving straw that she could grasp.
In fact, when Heiwa left, she begged him to take her away, but Heiwa refused. Here's how the original book reads:
It was only this night that he revealed the matter of leaving to Xiao'e. "You're not here, what should I do?I'll follow you wherever you go, and I jumped into the well if you didn't take me with you. Heiwa stared at her eyes without saying a word, which she had already expected. Xiao'e cried with a sad face and frantically grabbed her chest and pulled the blood: "You are so ruthless, running around to avoid a catastrophe and let Tian Fuxian come to me again to vent his anger." Heiwa said, "There is no way to do it." At this moment, two gunshots rang out. Heiwa got up and said while getting dressed, "Don't let it go, there's no me." They're here. Heiwa ran out of the cave and hid in the collapsed grave pit in the clouds below the slope, and five or six people ran to the entrance of the cave panting and smashed the door of the cave. He listened to their shouts and Xiao'e cried in fright, and soon saw a few people shouting and ran to the village. Heiwa climbed out of the grave and squatted in her kiln for a long time refusing to move, and Xiao'e cried desperately from the kiln. He finally gritted his teeth and left.
We can imagine a woman who follows the man to her hometown and is not accepted, and the man, after a brief moment of joy, gives the woman a mess of things. It turned out that his former glory was now her pain. If she wants to survive, she will have to find a backer again. Even if this backer was replaced by her, she was still willing. Because she has nowhere to go and no home!
She clearly knew that Lu Zilin was using her, and she also knew Lu Zilin's status in the White Deer Plain. She didn't dare to reveal Lu Zilin's bottom to Bai Xiaowen, for fear that if she couldn't reveal it, she would be bitten to death. She was even more afraid that if Lu Zilin didn't take herself seriously, she would completely lose her backer.
In her heart, the young Bai Xiaowen can't fight the old scheming Lu Zilin, and there is a righteous Bai Jiaxuan behind Bai Xiaowen. At the beginning, she married Heiwa, and none of them were taken in by Bai Jiaxuan, let alone seducing her baby son. If Bai Jiaxuan learned about this, it would be Bai Xiaowen and the others who were unfortunate. Lu Zilin will still be very calm.
Tian Xiao'e chose to remain silent with all the worries above. In fact, she refused to tell Bai Xiaowen that he also had his reasons.
4.She has a good impression of Bai Xiaowen and doesn't want Bai Xiaowen to look down on her.
Lu Zilin told Tian Xiao'e
Remembered a phrase from me?Bai Jiaxuan is just like your jiri egg is my face, and it's brushed up!You say this revenge—" You'll have to think of wiping off his big boy's pants. So, it's equivalent to you peeing on the patriarch's face!”
She really went to seduce Bai Xiaowen.
At that time, Baek Hyo-wen had already been established as the successor of the patriarch. His only hobby is watching theater. Tian Xiao'e seized the opportunity and took him to the broken cave.
Bai Xiaowen saw that Tian Xiao'e was beautiful, although she had the intention to do a lot of evil, but she couldn't do it.
Lu Zilin asked Tian Xiao'e to seduce Bai Xiaowen in order to see Bai Jiaxuan's ugliness, and he was very happy to see that Bai Xiaowen really took the bait. Through Mr. Leng, he let Bai Jiaxuan know about his son's dirty affairs. Bai Jiaxuan suddenly fainted and fell to the ground.
When Tian Xiao'e saw Bai Jiaxuan who had fainted, she immediately got up. She listened to Lu Zilin's advice at the beginning and pulled Bai Xiaowen into her arms in order to take revenge on Bai Jiaxuan. Now the goal has been achieved, but she does not feel the joy of revenge.
When he heard that Bai Jiaxuan would use a thorn brush to deal with Xiaowen like he did last time he punished Xiaowen, Bai Jiaxuan couldn't sit still. All Bailuyuan people know that Bai Xiaowen was raised by his father as the current patriarch since he was a child. A son who has high expectations for his father is now having an affair with a woman who is not eye-catching to his father, Tian Xiao'e can understand how angry Bai Jiaxuan is without thinking about it.
She took revenge on Bai Hyo-wen, but did not enjoy the pleasure of revenge.
She has achieved her goal of revenge, but she cannot enjoy the joy of revenge. When she dragged Xiaowen to the brick kiln with a vicious purpose, she unexpectedly found that the world was full of strange people like Xiaowen, and it was impossible to untie her pants with her pants, and she felt both bizarre and ridiculous at that time;Later, Xiaowen drilled the cave several times according to the time he specified, and it was still like this;She saw that every time he went to the cave in a hurry, he acted like a thief and went to the cave, and when he came back, he went away in disappointment, and she could not help feeling pity for this poor man.
Only then did she know that Bai Xiaowen was indeed a good man who couldn't do things well. She tried to recall that Xiaowen led her people to beat herself into a blur of flesh and blood, hoping to rekindle her hatred, and use this reason of revenge and revenge to settle her heart, but the consequence of doing so was to sigh again and again: I really hurt people like this!
Although Tian Xiao'e acted absurdly and excessively, she did not have the heart to cheat people, in fact, on the day Bai Xiaowen was tortured by his father, Tian Xiao'e did not make substantial progress with him. Tian Xiao'e has experienced the three men, and how familiar she is with people who are full of sex. She understands very well that Bai Xiaowen is not that kind of person. Because of this, Tian Xiao'e would be angry with Lu Zilin afterwards, thinking that she was very kind. Because Bai Xiaowen is a kind person, it is impossible to act against morality.
At this time, Tian Xiao'e sympathized with Bai Xiaowen and felt guilty, and had no other meaning. What really caused the change between the two of them was 5 steamed buns.
That year, it caught up with the famine. A lot of people don't have food. During the Chinese New Year, Bai Xiaowen bought 5 steamed buns for Tian Xiao'e. Tian Xiao'e, who has always been disdainful, immediately cried with emotion. In order to thank Bai Xiaowen for saving her life, she took out her treasured opium and said that she would celebrate the New Year's holiday.
Bai Xiaowen also became addicted to drugs at that time.
Due to Tian Xiao'e's reasons, Bai Xiaowen's loss was indeed not small, and his father first removed him from the position of patriarch, and then divided the family for himself. happened to be a good year again, Bai Xiaowen didn't eat, and went to borrow money from his father, but Bai Jiaxuan refused to agree. Helplessly, Bai Xiaowen sold the land first and then the house. He sold all the houses and land to Tian Xiao'e to smoke.
In Bai Xiaowen's view, he was a good son before, always following the rules and acting according to his father's expectations, and suddenly a bright, coquettish, and superb Tian Xiao'e made it difficult for Bai Xiaowen to resist the temptation, but he had a thief's heart and no thief's guts. It was Bai Jiaxuan's beating in front of the public and the abandonment of the whole family that made him completely abandon himself, simply break the jar and break it, and share the joys and sorrows with Tian Xiao'e.
For Tian Xiao'e, Guo Juren and Lu Zilin are all playing around, only Heiwa and Bai Xiaowen are sincere, but Heiwa is in trouble to protect herself and shows up. Only Bai Xiaowen was not afraid of the gossip in the village, so he lived in this cave with her. She thinks that Bai Xiaowen is much better than Heiwa in this light.
She understands that Bai Xiaowen is sticking to herself, although she can't tell what kind of affection he has for her, but in that scene, Bai Xiaowen is definitely her last expectation, how will Bai Xiaowen, who once confessed Lu Zilin, think of herself?Will she be so kind to me?She really wanted to leave the good side to Bai Xiaowen, and wanted to keep this hard-won little bit of goodness, so she never mentioned Lu Zilin.
5 writes to the end.
Tian Xiao'e obviously learned that Lu Zilin was the main messenger behind the scenes, but she did not tell Bai Xiaowen the truth until she died. Thinking about it, it is also based on Lu Zilin as a backer, and secondly, I also know that no one believes what others say softly, but it is likely that Lu Zilin poured it out. In case this continues, there will not even be one last backer. Third, I hope to leave a good impression on Bai Xiaowen, but I don't want Bai Xiaowen to learn about the unhappiness between himself and Lu Zilin. It was precisely because she saw Bai Jiaxuan protecting Lu Zilin when she was on trial in the ancestral hall, so she didn't dare to reveal it easily.
Tian Xiao'e is the daughter of Xiucai, a rare literate person at that time, with a first-hand female red and cotton ginning. If she is willing to do so, she will be able to support herself.
But she did not make a choice based on her own conditions, but relied on dedication again and again to win everything she needed, and finally died in the struggle between Lu Zilin and Bai Jiaxuan.
Due to her lack of love, she does not possess a solitary heart. She floats around like rootless duckweed. She is constantly looking for a backer and a sense of security. As a result, the trust was not human, and Huangquan died.
Tian Xiao'e is considered a soul character in the whole play, and the author borrowed the story of Tian Xiao'e to satirize the society of that era. But anyway. As Mr. Leng said:
I see that people come to the world and do not enjoy happiness and suffering, the poor have their own poor suffering, the rich have their own rich suffering, and the imperial officials and nobles have their own unspeakable suffering. It was carried by human beings after their birth. You know, a person crying in this world, no one has ever heard of a person who fell to the ground and didn't cry or laugh. What's up?People don't want to come to this world, this world is too bitter, it's better to be quiet and leisurely in heaven, God kicks people down. Since people are destined to suffer when they come into this world, they can understand that no matter what calamities they encounter, they can understand it.
Yes, the world is suffering because it is destined to suffer, so no matter what kind of disasters and sufferings you encounter, you should learn to comfort yourself. The more adversity we are, the less we can afford to indulge and give up on ourselves.
When there is no light in life, we will live like a lamp, lighting ourselves and others. You can always see the day when spring is shining!