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In the book Steppenwolf, it is mentioned that his pessimism is not based on contempt for the world, but on contempt for himself, and his spearhead is always the first to point directly at himself, and he is the first person he hates and denies......But people don't start pessimistic and deny themselves.
The flowers are in spring, the people are also young, Pingping's face is white and chubby, like a white-faced steamed bun just out of the pot, introduced by the matchmaker, she is getting married, and the bride price is a bicycle and a sewing machine. After marriage, she lived with her husband and in-laws, mainly farming for a living, and raising a few chickens. Life is hard, eggs are reluctant to eat, all sold, the money from the sale of grain and eggs is handed over to the in-laws, and then the in-laws buy food, daily necessities.
The family members also have a sister-in-law and a brother-in-law, the sister-in-law is not married and also participates in the family work, but every year when the crops are harvested, she can share the money and save it;After the uncle got married, the old couple set aside a house for the uncle and the brother-in-law, the brother-in-law learned a craft after marriage, and could live independently by selling tofu, and the two of them also ate well, and they had eggs or meat to eat during the New Year's holidays.
In the first 6 years of marriage, Pingping was filial and had to bring rice and vegetables to her in-laws every day. After marriage, they had a son and a daughter, and the only thing they had eaten on weekdays with oil and water was oil cakes, and only during the New Year could they eat a chicken, which was often eaten by the elderly and children before it was served. In firewood, rice, oil and salt, there are always unsatisfactory things, you can't make your own decisions about the money you earn, watching the same labor, the sister-in-law has the money to take, the brother-in-law's family has good food, Pingping always has discomfort in her heart, at this time the bicycle was also broken by the brother-in-law, became scrap metal, the sewing machine was moved to the sister-in-law's house, for herself and for the child, Pingping also hopes that one day she can be financially independent. Although she is still filial to her in-laws as usual, she is inevitably quarreled with her husband and in-laws on weekdays, and the days of fine water make Pingping no longer gentle, nearly 30 years old, she is dark, sunken eyes, like a person in her 40s, and she also wants to split up when she is noisy, but she is still persuaded by her neighbors.
Pingping has imagined countless times that her in-laws can buy her a coat as beautiful as her sister-in-law, and she also hopes to have a hot meal when she opens her eyes in the morning, but in reality, she has to get up at dawn to cook the family's meal, and she is busy with housework and farm work every day. Pingping's mother also lived her life like this.
In the 7th year of marriage, the eldest son is going to school, and he doesn't have a penny in his hand, so he has to ask his in-laws for the capital and materialsLooking at the reluctance of her in-laws, Pingping broke out and said that she had suffered for so many years, that she had no money to work, that her children were not cared for, and that she was ...... to play in the field every time she cultivated the landWhen a person is disappointed in the world and life, the essence is to be disappointed in oneself. But in the foolish filial piety, Pingping also wants to break through, not broken or standing, Pingping is determined to split the family, quarrel with her in-laws, and have a cold war with her husband, and finally Pingping has her own house as she wishes, in addition to money, land, chickens, meat oil and other items are all divided into two halves, Pingping started the journey of fighting for her children and her own small family in the future.
We have all denied ourselves, but please believe that the sunshine will always come after the storm, as long as there is hope and sunshine in the heart, you can move towards happiness.