Introduction: I have suffered from heart disease, often cardiac arrest, palpitation, low back pain, lumbar muscle strain, fatty liver, pancreatitis, cholecystitis, gastric prolapse, high blood pressure, and often need catheterization. I think my husband is too honest and can't make money, and I want to divorce but I can't get out. I committed suicide three times, the first time I tried to die by drilling the railroad, the second time I wanted to drill into an ice hole, and the third time I tried to drink dichlorvos, but I didn't die.
I'm 75 years old and I'm a farmer. I used to be one and sick. Twenty years ago, my health was getting worse day by day.
At first, it was a heart attack, the heart couldn't breathe, cardiac arrest, palpitation.
Later, it was low back pain, and when I went to the hospital for examination, the doctor said that it was a lumbar muscle strain.
There is also fatty liver, pancreatitis, cholecystitis, gastric prolapse.
High blood pressure, high blood pressure to 220, 230, low blood pressure. If your blood pressure is high, you will be confused.
In addition, I can't discharge urine, I can't walk, I lie on the bed, I can't go to the toilet, I use the phlegm bucket as a urine bucket, I am swollen and fat, my daughter and daughter-in-law wait in shifts, and often send me to the hospital to insert a urinary catheter to urinate.
My mother had a heart attack and was 51 years old. I suspect that I am genetic, and my heart disease may be like my mother, who has cardiac arrest at every turn, so I don't know anything, so I go to the hospital for rescue.
For more than 20 years, these diseases have tormented me to death.
In April 2019, my daughter came back from the camp and stayed at my house for three days, saying that learning to Xi the valley disease might be better, and it didn't cost money.
I was still lying in bed and couldn't walk.
My daughter told me over and over again that I should talk to my body and walk in the sky.
At first, I didn't believe it, I said, "I don't have a lot of money to send to the hospital, you can get it for free, Bigu can be good?" "I don't believe it.
My daughter said, "Mom, you don't believe what others say, and you still don't believe what your daughter says"? Why did I leave my children at home, and why did I come here? It's not about giving you a good body. ”
I see that my children are working so hard, my two daughters and a daughter-in-law have been serving me in shifts, and if I don't study well, will I still be called a person? I said daughter, don't worry about going back, from now on I will learn Xi walk Tianxingjian.
My family used to live in the countryside, but then we moved and divided the building, and my family lived on the sixth floor. At first, I walked in circles against the wall, but by the tenth day I felt that my legs were stronger, not as painful as before, and I was able to go downstairs.
I called my daughter, she took me to the first time to participate in the Guyou meeting, and I gained a lot from hearing the style and Qing Gege share. I think other people's young breast cancer can be cured, Qing Gege's purpura kidney can be cured, and I am not as serious as other people's cancer. I secretly made up my mind that I would be fine.
I'm getting older, and I don't have much work at home, so I do my homework every day, and my health is getting better and better.
On May 16, 2019, I attended the Bigu camp for the first time. When I went, my husband told me to take all the medicine, don't get sick during the class, everyone has to be busy with you. I said don't worry, I've got all the medicine.
The course was four days and three nights, and I was so happy to visit that I forgot to take my medicine after listening to this sharing and that lecture. Call your husband **, don't worry, with your daughter by your side, nothing happens.
I lost 14 pounds in 14 days for the first time, and these 14 days were clear water and valleys, I didn't drink a few sips of water, and I didn't eat any fruits.
I couldn't urinate for a while, my whole body was fat and swollen, and my back hurt and my legs hurt. I walked with the army, I didn't feel tired, my legs didn't hurt anymore, and I was very happy and happy.
The second time I participated in the Bigu camp, I was a little anxious, I wanted to be cured as soon as possible without going to the hospital, and I started the second Bigu camp, which lasted for 14 days.
I heard the village chief say that Bigu can eat some fruit appropriately, drink it when you are thirsty, and drink it if you are not thirsty. My daughter accompanied me to Bigu, and I ate one apple in three days, and I ate six or seven dates.
Bigu lost 10 pounds in 14 days. I was in a happy mood, I said I was 154 pounds, just lose 24 pounds. The old man of my family said that you don't lose too thin, and if you are too thin, I don't want you. I said okay, I won't lose the remaining 130 pounds. I thought so in my own mind, don't you think it's weird? It's like my wish has come true, until now, it has always been around 130 pounds, no increase or decrease, I feel amazing. In the past four years, I have been bigu a total of 20 times, almost 200 days, 49 days a year, and my weight has been around 130 pounds.
When I participated in the Bigu camp for the third time, I knew that I was wrong, I was too strong before, and I was too strong to get this disease and that disease, and I wanted to have the final say in everything, and my husband couldn't look down on anything.
When I got home, I wrote about my husband's merits, and when I got to article 26, my husband came into the house. Oops, I was moved, and I hugged my husband at once. I said husband, I'm sorry for you all these years, I've been separated from you for three years, and you haven't looked for two outside, you are so worthy of me, I'm sorry for you. I hugged him and started crying, crying for a while. He said, "It's okay, there's nothing to be sorry about, it's that I didn't do well." I said, "From this day onwards, move your bedding rolls to my house." Since then, we have never separated, and our relationship is very good.
My husband and I had a good relationship when we first got married. When we were in school, we were high school classmates.
Later, I thought my husband was honest, didn't like to squeak, couldn't do anything, didn't talk to me about anything, and always talked to his parents.
At that time, my husband was a worker, and he earned less money, more than 30 yuan a month. I'm a farmer, and I don't make any money at all. When I was young, I had to be strong, I had a bad temper, and I slowly looked down on my husband, and I often got angry with him.
Later, I thought that since the divorce was inseparable, then I would die, so I went to drill the railway. Because I used to go back and forth on the railroad when I was in middle school, and when I usually took the railway, the trains were one by one, so when I wanted to die, why didn't I come to the train? I sat on the side of the railway and cried, thinking that the child was small, and it was uncomfortable to die, and I didn't come to the train for a long time, and then the neighbor happened to come to the field to insert a kidney bean rack, and I was a very good-looking little girl, why did I sit on the side of the railway and cry? Two old ladies came up to me and said, "Son, it's not good for you to sit in this place, this place is evil." So they dragged me aside and asked me what was going on, and I said that I didn't want to live because I was angry, and the two old ladies dragged me back, and I didn't die, this was the first time.
After getting sick, a lot of money was sent to the hospital all the year round, and people were still guilty, and the money was spent, and the children's families had nothing to spend. When you don't have money for treatment, you can rely on the Heart-Saving Pill to save your life, go to the hospital to open a point, and come back to hold on. I really can't stand it, I feel bored with life, I don't want to live anymore.
Ten miles away from us, the Taizi River dug up big ice cubes, big ice cubes piece by piece, for hospitals, and frozen fish and meat. I thought that I would die in the ice hole, and no one could find me, and I was swept away at the beginning of spring. I was sitting there trying to die, and my aunt and brother-in-law saw it and dragged me back. Because I was young, I was angry with old women and old men. He knew that we always fought, and I wanted to die again and again, left and right, and pulled my arms to get me back, and I didn't die the second time.
I can't die, it's boring to live, I want a divorce, the three children have to be sentenced to at least the two of us, I am a farmer, how to support these three children, just sentence him to one, sentence me to both of them, I can't support them. I want to just drink the medicine and die, and all three children belong to him.
There was dichlorvos in the countryside, and I poured a bowl of dichlorvos, and when I picked up the bowl to drink, my husband came into the house, saw that I was going to die, and knocked the bowl down to the ground. He said you were going to die, I sold all three children, and we both died together. This third time he didn't die.
Just die and live, again and again, you can't die if you want to.
So I got sick, and this is also retribution.
Changing oneself is God, and changing others is a neurosis."
I have eight sisters, I went to help out, tired so that my back and legs hurt, my hands hurt my feet and neck, I asked Qing Gege, Qing Gege said: "Why do you have pain in your hands and neck, pain in your feet and neck, you can't let go of your brotherhood." As soon as I heard her say, I thought it was like that. Now I don't care, and I'm not going to be involved in their business.
I haven't been to the hospital for four years, I haven't taken a single pill, and now everything is normal. If you want to eat something salty at night, you can go to the toilet twice a night, or you don't eat salty, you can go to the toilet once a night, and you don't take any medicine. Blood pressure has been normal for a long time. My heart is also healed, and now I don't take any medicine.
The outbreak broke out in December last year. The eldest grandson got it first, and the second grandson got it again, and they were lying on the bed, and I served them. My daughter-in-law also got it while working in a factory, and the old man of my family also had a fever for two days. It turned out that I couldn't get the virus, but I finally got it, so I coughed for two days, and I didn't take any medicine.
Last time I went to Zhongnan Mountain Bigu Camp, my daughter took me to climb Zhongnan Mountain, I went to those scenic spots, we also climbed Huashan, South Wutai, I didn't panic, my legs didn't hurt, young people caught up with me.
I used to send all the money to the hospital. Now I have money, and I give my son, daughter, daughter-in-law, and uncle some pocket money for the New Year's holiday, and I give some for any birthday. My neighbors envy me.