I never imagined that I would find myself in such an unspeakable predicament. The person I love so much is actually my closest person - my brother-in-law. This secret has been suppressed in my mind for so long that I can barely breathe.
My sister and I are twins and look almost identical. From childhood to adulthood, we are inseparable. It wasn't until my sister met my brother-in-law that their love story was as beautiful as a fairy tale, and I naturally became a witness to their love. Every time I look at their happy appearance, I feel happy for them in my heart. However, no one knows the pain and struggle in my heart. Because, the person I love is my brother-in-law.
This kind of love is so contradictory and painful. I can't tell anyone, I can only suffer in silence. I began to find all sorts of reasons to avoid them, and even though I knew it was an escape, what could I do? My heart has been tormented by this love.
Until one day, I found that my brother-in-law was silently paying attention to me and caring for me. The look in his eyes was full of tenderness and affection, and that look was strikingly similar to my love for my brother-in-law. At that moment, I almost broke down. I don't understand, why did he do this to me? Did he feel the same way?
However, just as I was in deep confusion and pain, my sister suddenly noticed that something was wrong with me. She asked me what had happened, and I couldn't answer and could only cry silently. Finally, I finally mustered up the courage to tell her the secret of my heart. My sister was shocked to hear this, she couldn't understand my feelings for my brother-in-law. And I can't explain how this feeling came about.
I begged my sister and brother-in-law to give me some time to think calmly and deal with my emotional problems. I knew it would cause them pain and distress, but I couldn't let my feelings go on like this. I needed to find an exit, a way out of this pain.
During this painful time, I reflected on my feelings. I realized that this kind of love is not real love, but a kind of sustenance and dependence. My love and respect for my brother-in-law made me mistakenly think that this was love. However, when I realized this, the pain deep inside me began to slowly dissipate.
Eventually, I decided to leave this home and find a life that was truly my own. I knew I was going to lose something from this decision, but I knew better that I would lose even more if I didn't. I have to be brave enough to face my emotional problems and find the happiness that truly belongs to me.