Chapter 1
The clear list of high-quality authors is breezy on the Bishui River Bridge, and City A No. 1 Middle School has ushered in another holiday. As soon as the bell rang at half past five, a large number of "divine beasts" that had escaped from the cage soon poured out of the school gate.
Li Xia carried a heavy schoolbag, led her friend Lin Jie, and struggled to squeeze a way through the crowd.
It wasn't until the two of them finally broke out of the encirclement that Li Xia took a breath.
Xiao Xia, I'll go first! The girl named Lin Jie saw her brother waiting on the side of the road at a glance and waved goodbye to Li Xia.
Well, be careful on the road! Li Xia watched her friend walk up to her brother's side, was invited into the car, and walked away.
She bowed her head. After a while, he raised his head again and said to himself, "Well, let's go home!" ”
She walked down the sidewalk to the center of town as usual and waited at the nearest bus stop. When the bus is close, always pay attention to the arrival information, transfer twice, and you can get to the neighborhood of your home.
Outside the car window is still a familiar scenery, Li Xia's face is reflected in the car window, no expression can be seen, but there is a faint sadness in the clear eyes.
She got out of the car according to the broadcast point, walked into her community, took out the key from her bag and opened the door.
Everything in the house is clean and tidy, but there is no sound, and Li Xia has long been accustomed to the days when her parents return late from working outside, and most of the time, she is home alone.
After a brief cleanup, Li Xia took out the papers for the monthly exam in his bag. "73 points", this result is too far from her freshman year of high school.
Li Xia is a sensible and hard-working good girl, from elementary school to junior high school, she has relied on her hard work to dominate the top few in the class, and successfully promoted to the best high school in City A.
Until the first year of high school, perhaps because the difficulty of knowledge increased, or perhaps because there were more trivial matters around him, Li Xia's grades gradually declined, and his learning status was not as good as before. Over the course of a year, such achievements have become the norm.
She sighed in annoyance. After that, I tried to pick up my energy and summarize the mistakes.
The clock hands on the wall turned tirelessly, and the door at the entrance finally sounded.
Li Xia's ears suddenly stood up, and the tip of the pen in his hand paused, a little excited. But she wants to be angry and not leave the door, wait for her parents to knock, and then care about her daily life.
The voices of a man and a woman came from far and near, but Li Xia heard the two of them seem to be arguing about something—their voices were higher than the other.
Tsk, quarrel again. Li Xia frowned irritably, got up and locked the door of his room, and said with hatred in his heart: You can't stop for a while!
When the living room gradually calmed down, her mother called Li Xia out to eat.
The family of three sat at the dinner table, and no one had the intention of speaking first, but Li Xia said angrily first: "Dad, Mom, I can't improve my grades recently." ”
How so? The mother finally stopped hiding the worry on her face, "Aren't you still in the top ten of your class in your first year of high school?" Recently, the results sent by the school, you are basically in the middle and lower reaches, is it too much to play on your mobile phone? ”
Li Xia was a little upset when she heard this. She retorted, "Mom, why do you always put the reason on your phone?" You say this as if I'm living with my phone! ”
As soon as he finished speaking, his father's thick voice sounded: "Xiao Xia, how can you speak?" Look at you, you still wear headphones when you eat, is what your mother said wrong? ”
Li Xia directly put down her chopsticks and stood up, turned her head and returned to her room. She pulled off the earphones with English listening in her ears and threw them on the bed.
The parents in the living room sighed when they saw her like this. The boy locked himself in the house again.
When he was upset and irritable, he couldn't write his homework, Li Xia pushed the book forward, turned over the ** and pulled the quilt.
When the house was quiet, Li Xia still didn't want to sleep. She turned on her mobile phone, swept away all the learning ** that came into her eyes, hesitated for a while, and still searched for a "sleep direction".
After listening to the two scripts and still not sleepy, she noticed that there were different words in her eyes: stay up late? Come in and be punished.
The ghost sent the god to the ground, and Li Xia clicked in. The man's deep magnetic voice rang in his ears, and the more he listened to it, the more he felt a little itchy, as if he had been substituted, and when it came to the climax, his heart was also tugged up.
Li Xia felt a little strange, could it be that he had planned to go to bed before 11 o'clock, but today he stayed up late because of his anger, and he felt guilty deep in his heart? She felt that she had not carried out the plan as planned, as if she really deserved to be punished.
But after all, the script in my ears only relieved some of the guilt by imagination, and the effect was little. She watched more on the screen again, and the relevant ** she came into contact with was also diverse, and the speeches of some netizens in the comment area made her feel very resonant.
She seems to be attracted by something, and more and more agrees with the heartfelt testimonials of some netizens, who state their experiences in the comments, express their inner awkwardness, often feel regretful and guilty because they can't help themselves, and even longing for someone to take care of themselves and guide them in the right direction when she is in a bad mood.
She slowly learned that there are many people like her, who hope that someone can care for her, be happy for her progress, be angry for her mistakes, and take the initiative to guide her confusion.
Really, will you meet such a person? ...Thinking so, Li Xia put down her phone and fell asleep unconsciously.
After that, when Li Xia was absent-minded, he would think of the messages he had read, and he couldn't help but want to know more, so he came and went, and gradually came into contact with the small circle.
Like many others, she searched the circle for resonant friends, and when she learned about the unknown, she also heard about madness that she had never thought of.
Many of the little shells who seek the Lord seem to be pursuing physical satisfaction rather than spiritual comfort. Those crazy words that appear in the comments and posts, "master", "puppy", "about". Words like "pao" don't seem strange.
Li Xia didn't understand, after all, she was just a newcomer to the circle, and she hadn't even tried to practice or communicate with any master. It doesn't matter the body, or the mind.
She was just out of curiosity, wanting to explore the unknown circle, with a hint of the possibility of meeting the right person, to obtain short-term spiritual satisfaction to relieve excessive pressure.
She even thought in her heart that if she really decided to look for it, she would only find a master who would oversee the study, and if he had any other ideas, she would have to flee quickly!
However, Li Xia didn't know that his little caution was too simple in the small circle. The unknown world is full of dangers for her, a 17-year-old girl.
If I hadn't met him, it might have been a completely different ending.