It's already past 11 o'clock on the night of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and there are hardly any people on the road, and the sound of firecrackers tells me that this is a time to reunite with my family.
Stumbling on the way home, I don't know if it's because of the stomach churning after drinking, or because of something else, I just want to cry out loud on this Chinese New Year's Eve. But I know how untimely.
Finally, I couldn't help but dial a **, and as soon as I heard the other end say, "Yuyu ......."I couldn't help but cry bitterly: "Auntie.......", woo woo woo woo woo ...... woo woo, I'm sorry, I'm fine, I just had a little drink, and I bothered you, woo woo woo ......”
Are you in ** now? There was anxiety in my aunt's soft voice, "Is there something wrong?" I calmed down a little and said, "I'm in the community, it's okay." It was because I felt that I was so busy all day to earn a little money that I didn't know that today was the Chinese New Year's Eve, and my friend asked me to drink and I went. Today is the Chinese New Year's Eve, who is not reunited with his family, but he asked me to drink with him! "Doesn't he need to be with his family? "He's single and lives with his mom. "I see! ”
yes, maybe he asked me out because he thought I had something similar to him.
I will be 40 years old tomorrow morning, and I have been living with my son after the divorce, maybe because of my low education, maybe because I can't endure hardship, I can only earn more than 3,000 yuan a month, and my life is tight, my son is about to go to middle school, and it is said that he will spend more money than going to elementary school, when I think of this, I feel lost, so I always fantasize that a lucky hand reaches out and gives me a sum of money, or can always give me a small sum of money, so that I can live a little more comfortably, but there is no such hand. I've thought about working hard, but what can I do? I don't have any direction.
Auntie, I'm downstairs. Sorry to bother you. "Yuyu, then you calm down and go back, now go upstairs, your parents and children will definitely see it." I don't hang **, and it's okay if you don't speak. "Okay. I just felt uncomfortable, I didn't know how to say it, and I didn't know who to talk to. I'm in a better mood now. I'm forty years old, I'm no longer a child, but how I wish I was still a child! "Everyone has their own difficulties, your friends must have their own difficulties that they don't say, you don't say it, but you have your own difficulties, and your parents also have their own difficulties that they don't say. It's not easy for anyone, it's just that everyone chooses not to tell others. ”
Listening to my aunt's comforting words, I was noncommittal, because my life still had to go on like this. So, I said, "Auntie, it's almost 12 o'clock, my mother is calling, I'm going home." "Okay, go home, don't worry your parents, and don't worry your children. "Hmm. ”
Yes, I have to go home, even though the family is very small and my son doesn't have a separate bedroom, but at least I have to take care of my son.
I wiped my face and pulled myself together to step into the elevator.