On the third day, I woke up in the darkness before dawn, my daughter-in-law's alarm clock and my alarm clock rang at the same time, but my daughter-in-law reached out to turn off her mobile phone**, turned over and continued to sleep, the thunderous cry was a more effective alarm clock than the mobile phone alarm clock this winter morning.
Looking at the time, it was ten o'clock, and a new day began, starting the life of steamed buns with cabbage every day.
In the past few days, I have been waking up early and wanting to change my lifestyle, starting with regulating my biological clock.
looked at Xiaohongshu's comments yesterday, and there is one as follows, is it not good to raise it for so many years? I'm so anxious to see your words! Is it like this for a lifetime?
Also across the screen, I felt that this comment exuded an air of anxiety.
A lifetime, many people are always afraid of a lifetime, of course, this is when they are not satisfied with their current life, they will have such an idea, if there is food and drink every day, there are a lot of money, and there are warblers and swallows around, who will think about the things of Raushzi for a lifetime.
Only when you are tormented in pain, faltering in the years, and counting the days on the pillow of insomnia will you think about the things of a lifetime.
A lifetime can be long or short, sometimes it makes you feel so slow, and sometimes it disappears all of a sudden. Sometimes you don't want to go for the rest of your life.
Yesterday Yin Ye's **, he said that the present is eternal.
I don't know if the moment is eternal, but the feeling I feel at this moment is real, either painful or not.
A life is too long, too long to think, too many things in a lifetime, too many to fit in the brain.
The year I just graduated, I went to work in a prefecture-level city, with a salary of 800 yuan a month, rented a two-bedroom apartment of 300 yuan, lived a life of coarse tea and light meals every day, and was with my daughter-in-law, except for a little frustration when I was defeated, I was very happy every day.
At that time, I was very young, very fat, and had a good appetite, full of expectations for the future, thinking that it would be good to live happily with my daughter-in-law for the rest of my life, even if I staged a fist and foot fight every once in a while, it was the spice of life.
I also think that it's not bad to work overtime every day, work for the boss, and pay wages every month, although the money in hand is not much, but it is all exchanged for a drop of blood and sweat by yourself, holding it in your hand at ease, spending it is also comfortable, and you can also go to the company's designated restaurant to order a meal when you work overtime.
For a while, a colleague and I worked overtime every day, and the whole company mixed the two of us in overtime hours, and the purpose was self-evident.
In order to have an overtime meal, there is a restaurant next to it that is the company's royal restaurant, as long as the company works overtime, it will notify the boss to prepare a meal, sign a sign after eating, and leave directly, and at the end of the month, someone will naturally come to settle the bill.
My colleague and I have just graduated, and we don't have any social arrangements, and my daughter-in-law is sometimes busy, and my daughter-in-law has a characteristic, she can't be idle, and she will look for things when she is idle, and the ultimate version of finding things is to practice her fists and feet.
Every time I get off work in the afternoon, I will grind for a while and wait for overtime to solve it. First hit ** to order a meal for the restaurant, and the most eaten is tomato eggs, fried meat with garlic, and then served with rice.
Many people always ask me why I don't eat rice? In fact, when I used to eat out, I ate rice a lot of times, especially in restaurants that sell stir-fried vegetables, which are generally accompanied by rice, but not necessarily steamed buns, because rice can be steamed, but steamed buns are not good, and it needs to be mixed in advance, and the noodles are steamed, and the steaming time is relatively long.
Later, when the stomach was bad, I stopped eating rice, ate stomach acid, and changed to steamed bread, which is a return to the normal eating habits of a northerner.
Thinking about the fact that I could eat meat and white rice after working overtime at that time, I was really happy, and I was a person who was content with the status quo, so my daughter-in-law often said that I was unproductive. But I think if I can do this for the rest of my life, I can order a meal by typing, and I can leave after eating and signing, and it is not bad to care who will pay the bill.
But the good times didn't last long, and in the second year, the company's business was less, and we had no pictures to draw, we couldn't eat overtime, and it became a problem to pay wages.
My lifelong dream was suddenly interrupted, so I had to leave the country, to this city where I couldn't leave, and continue the work that I hadn't finished before.
That colleague went even further, to Shanghai, an international metropolis that I had seen in my dreams but had never been to.
Came to the provincial capital, opened a crazy overtime mode, the salary doubled, there were a lot of bonuses at the end of the year, I earned a lot of money in the first year, I got the bonus to my daughter-in-law ** hands are shaking, because I have never seen so much money, I never thought that one day I could become a 10,000 yuan household for the rest of my life.
I thought it would be nice if I could do this for the rest of my life, I worked hard, worked overtime, my boss paid me a salary, saved money to buy a house, bought a car, my daughter-in-law lost her temper less, my parents were healthy, and the family was happy.
But my life can't be as you wish, the company's business declined, I began to have no shifts, my income plummeted, my father was sick, I followed the illness, and all of a sudden bad luck followed, and then my father fell, and I barely supported ......
I used to think that my life was going to end like this, but in fact, it was one comma after another, but then I understood that the full stop of a person's life was drawn by the person who covered the coffin board for you.
The great man said, 10,000 years is too long to seize the day, I said that a lifetime is too long, just look at this moment.
Come on Yu Shengjun!