On the seventeenth day of the lunar month, it was my father's birthday, and I sent him a small red envelope of 200 yuan.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, my dad transferred me 500 yuan, saying that I would always be a child in his eyes.
The exchange of money within the family does not make much sense, mainly to ask for good luck. I can never give back to my parents as much as they give me. And even if I reach my thirties, I will never grow up in front of them.
Every year before going home, I secretly decided to go back this time, I must try to help my parents do something, talk to them more, and take advantage of the opportunity to create more good memories and talk about filial piety.
But every time I got home, I didn't even brush the bowl. My mom said the water was too cold, and my mom and dad said it was easy to get clogged. Anyway, I can't do it, they can do it.
Every day I sit on the kang and swipe my mobile phone, spending time in a daze, nothing is done, and it is time to part.
I still talk to my parents very loudly, and I still feel anxious, even though I know it's not right.
is obviously gentle and humble outside, but as soon as he gets home, he starts to be arrogant. Always leave the best temper to irrelevant people, and the closest person to yourself will always have a stinky temper.
I told my mom that I was talking a little louder. Use a sentence of after-the-fact correction to express a tactful apology. And my mom looked perfectly normal. Maybe she really didn't care. She couldn't know what her son looked like since she was a child.
On Douyin, I swiped an article that wrote that I went to the grave with my father**, the author and his father went to the grave of their ancestors together, the father walked in front with his figure, and the son followed behind his father, walking in the road that his father stepped out with his feet.
My dad and I also went to the grave of my grandfather and uncle. It's just that I walked faster than my dad. Half a year ago, my dad was hit by a cow and broke his femoral head, and now he is still a little lame when walking, and I am an acute person, even if I am not familiar with the road, I like to walk in front.
A few locust trees transplanted many years ago on the ancestral grave are now thick and tall, and many new seedlings have emerged on the tomb, and they are constantly being cut. Although it is a gray winter, you can also expect a flourishing summer foliage.
The aunt and grandfather next door came to an end in their lives, and I went to visit with my parents.
When I was a child, I used to go to my aunt's house in the summer, and the elders would get together to chat, and I would look at the stars with my head on my pillow. At that time, the starry sky was very clear, and the stars shone like diamonds one by one on the blue and black background.
Following the guidance of the "Nature" textbook in elementary school, I found Orion and Cassiopeia in the summer of my childhood, and I can still distinguish them.
If people become stars after death, then the Milky Way is so vast that we can see our loved ones again?
Shooting Orion on the second night of the first year, Cassiopeia was not found) This Spring Festival, I talked a lot about death with my parents. Relatives have passed away one after another, life is always saying goodbye, death is inevitable, and no one can escape.
The longing for hometown, the memory of relatives, and the reluctance to parting are all inseparable from death.
If everything is frozen at this moment, without moving forward or retreating, this moment is eternal, there will not be so many clutches and joys and sorrows, regrets and reluctance.
It's a pity, time rolls forward, the deceased is like a river, the beginning and end of life are established, and what we can decide is only the straight and tortuous road.
The Spring Festival is a reunion and a parting
Before I knew it, I was going to leave home again, and it would be another year and a half to come back. The time of happiness is always short, the holidays are always fleeting, and most of life is about begging for life.
Fortunately, I now have my own house, my own dog in the house, and I also have time to raise flowers and grass and complain after work. It's not free, but it's barely comfortable.
As for the hardships and partings of life, if they will eventually come, I hope you will be late. Just like a star will eventually come to an end, I hope you will drag your long tail and shine for a few more moments. (End of full text).
I'm a little sorry, but the first article of the new year, with some sad tones. But the cover is a "festive" **. Chinese New Year's Eve firewood, yesEliminate illness and disaster, and usher in wealthThe beautiful meaning of the word.
Ah Lu also sent this auspicious blessing to everyone. I wish you all good luck in the Year of the Dragon and a prosperous New Year.