"One night I burned all my memories, and since then my dreams have been transparent. One morning I threw away all my yesterday and since then my steps have been light". I like this sentence from "Burn the Memory".
In the past years, I have suffered too much from gains and losses, and I have always immersed myself in deep internal friction.
I am afraid that I will not have a regular income, I am afraid that I will suddenly get sick, I am afraid that I will not be able to be independent one day, I am afraid that everything around me is talking about, and I am afraid that I will lose everything at any time
Because I am always afraid, I am always suffering from gains and losses.
In the last few days of the year, I suddenly stopped suffering from loss and loss, and I was no longer anxious.
Because of the personal experience of being betrayed by the so-called family, I realized that my deepest pain was so ridiculous in their eyes, and I understood that my pain should only belong to me and had nothing to do with others.
I used to feel very grateful, grateful for their help for a long time, so that I endured everything I could.
But in fact, the best noble person in life is the one who keeps working hard!!
At no time did it give up on itself.
The self who is desperately moving forward in any state.
The self that is not understood, but still sticks to it.
There is also that self who has never changed his original intention because of the perception of the outside world.
Although, now I have been stabbed in the back by my family, but so what, I am still me, the existence that can't be killed.
Even though life is still too much to go by, it's not a big deal
Because I'm constantly trying
In the effort to be a better version of yourself
Even if there is still no way to change his passive life situation, he is still his own nobleman.
Don't pin your hopes on others, don't look for any support, just rely on your own efforts and keep forging ahead.
2024 Book of Answers At the end of the year, I burned all my memories, good or bad.
Just to be able to travel lightly and meet a better version of myself in the next year.
In everyone's life, they will meet all kinds of people, no matter how much the other party likes to do one thing in front of them and one thing behind their backs, let her go, don't bind yourself to pain.
The road of life has to rely on oneself to move forward step by step, and no one can replace this.
So, thank you for sticking to yourself!!
Thank you for this unique person in your life