I'm dead.
In order to vent his anger on his beloved cousin, Lu Jin'an hid from everyone and locked me up alone in an abandoned cold palace.
That night, the cold palace was flooded, the fire spread, the smoke was billowing out, and I was choked to death at the door of the cold palace.
Before I died, I felt as if I heard someone calling my name outside, and my voice was hoarse, as if I had lost a loved one.
The sound is so familiar, have you heard it anywhere?
It turns out that after death, people can really become ghosts.
After death, my soul wandered around the teenager.
The young man with a familiar voice rushed into the cold palace frantically before the fire was extinguished.
My clothes were also burned, but as if he couldn't see me, he held me tightly in his arms, tears running down my face.
Yan Yan, it's okay for you to come back, I should have come earlier, it's all my fault. 」
The abandoned cold palace was in disrepair, and it was on fire, and the burned wood next to it almost fell on the boy's body.
The eunuch and palace maid next to him were frightened and hurriedly dragged him out, he seemed to be immersed in his own world, motionless, and touched his cheek from time to time.
Seeing that the wood was about to fall again, I couldn't help but shout at him: "Hurry up, this place is going to collapse!" 」
I tried to push him away, but I couldn't touch him.
He held my body and remained indifferent.
Oh! Forgot. Forget I'm a ghost now.
He couldn't hear me.
Until a few powerful eunuchs dragged the young man out of this burned mess.
The fire was finally extinguished, and the sky began to lighten.
I can finally get out of the cold palace.
It's a sunny day, and it's a good day.
Looking at the sun that had just risen in the sky, I remembered that it was written in the drawing book that ghosts cannot see the light, otherwise they will be wiped out.
When it is the first time you are a ghost, you are inevitably afraid.
So I stretched out my hand, and after trying it a few times, I found that it didn't feel like it was going to be gone, so I became bold.
At this time, I found that Lu Jin'an appeared near the cold palace, and the eunuch next to him was respectful to him.
He asked the eunuch in a cold voice: Why did the abandoned cold palace catch fire, how dare the eunuchs and guards in the palace leave their posts without permission. 」
He seems to have forgotten that it was not he who killed me?
His Royal Highness, if he wants to kill someone, it is not easy for him.
I can't help but laugh at myself, I am so stupid for so many years, I have paid my true heart wrong, and in the end I was killed by the person I like.
I have liked Lu Jinan for ten years, and I thought that in his heart, I might be different. Unexpectedly, even if I was engulfed in fire and choked to death by the smoke, he would not dare rush in to save my life.
I didn't bother to see Lu Jin'an's coy look again.
Turn your head and leave. Until now, I was still being held by the young man, and the palace man next to me tried to persuade him to put people down, but he didn't hear it, but carried me back to his dormitory.
He kicked open the door of his dormitory, put me on the bed, and even kindly brought a basin of water, soaked the veil, and gently wiped my face with the veil.
I floated beside my body, looking closely at the boy's face, always feeling familiar, but I couldn't remember where I had seen it.
It's also my fault that I have poured my whole heart on Lu Jin'an for so many years.
The boy fell beside me, took me into his arms, and told me his love.
In the middle of the night, the boy seemed to have made up his mind, and he lay down beside me and hugged me.
Yan Yan, don't be afraid, I'll accompany you in a while. 」
After saying that, he picked up a dagger and slashed at his wrist, and blood spurted out instantly, gradually staining the blanket next to the bed red.
He whispered in my ear: Yan Yan, I'm Lu Sirang, you must have forgotten me, but it's okay, I've always liked Yan Yan. 」
Yan Yan, are you going to give this purse to Brother Jin'an? 」
I opened my eyes and found myself back at the banquet before I expressed my heart to Lu Jin'an.
That being said, everything is in time.
This time, I won't repeat the same mistakes.
Yan Yan, why don't you speak! 」
Looking at the girl in front of me who was encouraging me to speak, I hid the hatred that rose in the air.
I clutched my purse tightly in my hand, wishing I could tear it apart.
No, Zhizhi, what nonsense are you talking about, when did I say that I was going to give my purse to Lu Jin'an. 」
Yan Yan, didn't you say that you admired Lu ......」
Seeing that Lin Zhizhi was about to continue talking nonsense, I hurriedly interrupted him.
You know, how can you slander me like this, how important a woman's reputation is, how can I do such a needless thing. 」
Since I can start over again, in this life, I just want to protect the people I love, and I don't want to get the rest involved.
Now, everything is in time.
I still can't forget when I gave my purse to Lu Jin'an in my last life, he frowned and stared at me, and he didn't accept my carefully made purse.
In this life, I ordered people to throw away their purses.
I won't have any entanglement with Lu Jinan.
Looking at the chaotic banquet, I only felt bored in my heart, and I wanted to avoid everyone.
I walked to the lake to have some time.
In addition, when I was reborn, I only felt that my mind was in chaos, and I wanted to leave the palace that caused my death.
Who knows, the person I wanted to avoid appeared next to me again.
Nan Yan, Zhizhi said that you have something to give me. 」
I looked at the person in front of me who I had loved so much in my previous life.
I suppressed the hatred in my heart and said to him coldly: Your Royal Highness the Second Prince, the courtiers have nothing to give you, and the courtiers still have something to do, so I won't disturb the Second Prince Yaxing. 」
Lu Jin'an stared at my face for a long time, didn't speak, and his face was gloomy.
I hurried away, for fear of being stopped by him.
I went back to the banquet and found a corner to stay by myself, but I always felt that something that happened on this day must have been forgotten by me in the previous life, and I was hidden in the long river of memory.
It wasn't until I caught a glimpse of the boy who had just walked in that I snapped back to my senses.
It's him! It's the teenager.
When everyone at the banquet saw the young man walk in, the people around him immediately stirred and whispered: This is the child of the palace girl. 」
I heard that it was only recently remembered by the emperor, and it was not taken seriously at all. 」
I listened to them, my brow furrowed.
The people who can come to the banquet are all the sons and daughters of the capital, and naturally they don't want to see Lu Sirang, who was born to the palace maid, and the people here are all either rich or expensive, and they have all been used to growing up by the family since childhood.
Lu Sirang was not welcomed.
Lu Sirang's dress is completely different from the extravagant and flashy style of others. The prince who is not favored, not to mention that he has only been remembered recently.
Probably because he has been neglected since he was a child, he seems to have long been accustomed to this kind of life, he rarely talks to people, is always withdrawn, and comes and goes alone.
participated in this banquet in order to show Lu Jin'an. Lu Sirang, who was specially invited.
Otherwise, with Lu Sirang's temperament, he would never come out to participate in such a banquet.
Step by step, he walked through the banquet and sat down not far from me.
He was still a little nervous and ignorant, and it was the first time he had participated in this kind of banquet.
But fortunately, now that we have time, there is still time for everything, and there is still a chance to start again.
After Lu Sirang sat down, the banquet became noisy again. Everyone turned their heads and looked at Lu Sirang curiously.
Lu Sirang was stared at by many people, and he pinched his fingertips, inevitably a little panicked.
Lu Linjia, who was favored by the emperor, took a group of powerful children, and looked at Lu Sirang who had just sat down with disgust, you are the one, the son of a palace girl who climbed into his father's bed while his father was drunk.
Oh, you're the same as your lowly mother.
You are not allowed to scold my mother.
Back then, Lu Sirang's mother and the emperor had a spring breeze, thinking that they could soar into the sky, but they didn't expect that the emperor seemed to have forgotten the mother and son for a long time, and arranged them in a dormitory at will, and they never appeared again.
The concubines in the harem couldn't get used to seeing the palace maids climbing into bed, and seeing that the emperor didn't take them seriously, they secretly poked and poked Lu Sirang's mother and concubine to death.
Lu Linjia laughed when she heard his words. Many people here have learned to praise the high and the low, dislike the poor and love the rich.
A lot of people think it's interesting and come over to see it. So Lu Linjia became even more proud and threw Lu Sirang's cup aside.
Hahahahaha......Disgusting laughter was heard all around.
I couldn't stand it anymore and stood up.
A dignified princess, how can she treat her brother like this.
Lu Linjia was scolded by me and looked at me angrily.
He rolled up his sleeves and glared at me menacingly: Chu Nanyan, are you looking for death? 」
I looked at Lu Linjia with a smile, I'm sorry, I really died.
In my last life, I threw my whole heart on Lu Jinan, but I am no longer the Chu Nanyan I was back then.
I laughed: yes, look for death. 」
As a result, there was no fight, Lu Jinan walked over, he frowned and looked at me: Nan Yan, what's going on with you today? 」
Lu Linjia, don't wait for me to tell my father, it's up to you to explain it when the time comes.
Second brother, I didn't, I knew I was wrong, don't tell your father.
Lu Linjia was afraid that Lu Jin'an would really tell his father, so he walked away with a group of people.
Lu Jin'an is the most favored prince by the emperor, and his mother is the queen, so Lu Linjia naturally won't get along with him.
But when I see Lu Jin'an now, I can only think of my helplessness when he locked me in the cold palace, which ignited a fire to the sky, and finally choked to death by smoke.
I said: Your Royal Highness the Second Prince, after all, the Sixth Prince is your brother, and you invited him, if today's incident is spread, it will not be good for your reputation. 」
After listening to my words, Lu Jinan snorted coldly.
He looked at me strangely: Chu Nanyan, what kind of style are you smoking? Somewhere, I provoked you. 」
Article** Since the old Ford, the article "Thinking of Yan Yan".