Today, I started to complain to my parents about the school's running drill system. "I'm a junior in college, and the school asked us to go square dancing, and we met at half past five until half past seven. I can't sleep without morning classes. I said that I was passionate and complained for a long time in **, but I had to come to my mother's fluttering sentence in **, "Everyone can bear it, why can't you?" Why can everyone solve it well, but you are the only one who complains every day? Why? Every day, I ask myself why I can't take it anymore. Why am I always living a complaining life, is it really my fault?
Patience is what I have been taught since I was a child. Since I was in elementary school, my fountain pen was deliberately broken by my tablemates, and I told my family that I was reprimanded. "Why are you again, you're already busy at work, why are you causing trouble for me again. Why do so many people bully you? If a slap doesn't make a sound, you must have done something wrong! ”
Why do you always cause trouble, and don't you think the things you add to me are not messy enough! Slowly, I became afraid to say it again, and it was my fault that I did; No one understands it; When I said that my relatives would only laugh at my situation, why don't people bully others, they bully you. When I was older, I was scolded by my aunt in the cafeteria, and the teacher advised me, "You bear with it, you are a student, how can you be the same as the aunt in the cafeteria?" Be considerate of her. When I said it, I thought you were bullying others. I was subjected to unfair competition, and my classmates said to me: "That's it, people have a relationship, you can't do her, just bear with it, and go back next time you have a chance." Bear with it, bear with it Until today, I have become inferior and cowardly. Whatever happens, I will shrink myself tightly behind the shell of the turtle and close myself off to the outside world. They began to ask me again, why did you never dare to come out?