I came home from a business trip and was already excited. I was exhausted by a series of jobs, and when I got home, all I wanted was ease and the warmth of my family. But when I opened the door, I found a scene I never thought possible.
Walking into the house, I was full of anticipation, wanting to take a quick shower, change into loungewear, and snuggle up on the couch to watch TV with my lover. But as soon as I stepped into the bedroom, I stopped, my heart racing, and a myriad of foreboding premonitions came to my mind.
Pushing open the bedroom door, my heart pounded, almost jumping out of my chest. I couldn't believe what I saw, and I felt dizzy for a moment.
In my bed, my husband and my best friend hugged each other tightly, I could feel the temperature that did not belong to me, and hear the breath that did not belong to me.
I stood in the doorway in astonishment, my eyes staring at them in a daze, my lips moving, but I couldn't make any sound. My brain was a mess and everything was spinning like a nightmare.
Little ......Light rain, you ......How did you get back? My husband stood up in a panic, his face pale, and his eyes swept over my side unavoidably.
My girlfriend was even more flustered, pulled up the quilt, and curled up on the bed, as if she wanted to hide underground.
I looked at them with anger and despair. My lips trembled, and I struggled to speak, "You ......."You ......”
My husband looked at me, and his eyes began to become extremely complicated, as if he was trying to find a suitable explanation, but he knew that he could not make up for the mistake he had made.
Xiaoyu, things are not as ...... as you thinkMy husband tried to speak, but his voice trembled.
Not what I thought? Am I looking at it wrong? My voice became high-pitched, with a piercing rage.
My girlfriend lowered her head, not daring to look me in the eye, and she had an expression of embarrassment and shame on her face.
I felt a sharp pain in my chest, as if a thousand pounds of boulder were pressing on my heart, and I couldn't breathe or think. It all seemed like a huge joke, but it was so real and so cruel.
Xiaoyu, listen to my explanation......"My husband walked up to me and tried to hold my hand.
I broke away from his hand and shook my head vigorously, "Don't! I don't want to hear any explanation, you ......You're cheating! ”
I felt my eyes moisten and tears slid down like beads of broken thread. It never occurred to me that someone closest to me would betray me, would secretly carry out such a betrayal without my knowledge.
Xiaoyu, sorry ......My husband's voice trembled, and his eyes were full of remorse and guilt.
I'm sorry? Do you think it's okay to be sorry? "I felt my voice tremble, and my chest welled with endless pain and anger.
I turned to leave, I couldn't face this scene that made my heart go through the cracks anymore. I need to be calm, I need to be alone and think quietly, I need to figure out how all this is happening.
Light rain, you ......You're going**? The husband chased after him, his voice full of anxiety and helplessness.
I don't know, I just know I need to leave. "I didn't look back, I didn't want to see his face again, which I once loved so much.
I walked out of the house, and I felt my heart torn to pieces, each with a tingle, each with endless pain.
As I walked along the road, I felt my thoughts go haywire. I didn't know what to do, I didn't know how to deal with this sudden betrayal. My heart is full of memories of the past, every image pierces my heart, and every memory makes my heart ache immensely.
I don't know where I should go, I'm just a lonely soul, adrift in this strange city. I need time, I need space, I need to be alone to face it all quietly.
Walking down the street, I felt my tears that I couldn't stop, I could only let them flow freely, let them soak my heart, let them take away all my pain and despair.
I don't know what the future holds, I don't know if I can forgive this man who betrayed me, I just know that I need to be alone to face all this quietly. I need to find myself, find the Xiaoyu who was once happy, and find the Xiaoyu who is full of expectations for life.
This may be a turning point, and this may be a starting point for a fresh start. I don't know what the future holds, but I believe that no matter what happens, I will be strong and I will find myself and start my life again.