I never thought that a simple class reunion would make such a huge change in my life.
It was a cold winter night, and I was full of anticipation because it was a time for me to get together with my college classmates. We hadn't seen each other for several years, and I wanted to share my joy and life with them.
As soon as I walked into the bar, a familiar smell came to my face. When my classmates got together, the sound of laughter and conversation was intertwined in the air, which made me feel warm. I found my first love, Xiaojie, who still looked handsome and charming, and I fell into the mire of memories.
We used to be the most envious couple on campus, but fate separated us, and I chose my current husband, who already has a life of his own.
The night was very pleasant, and after three rounds of drinking, everyone was already in high spirits. Xiaojie began to show me that he cared about me, and his actions made me feel a familiar kindness. We talked about the past, laughed and told interesting stories about the past, as if we had gone back in time, and we were back to our young college days.
In the dead of night, the classmates dispersed one after another, leaving only me and Xiaojie. He invited me for a walk, and I readily agreed. We walk in the silent streets, dotted with stars, like those memories in our hearts that have been buried by the years.
On that cold night, I felt like I had regained the feeling I had when I was in love for the first time, and I felt an inexplicable excitement in my heart. We stopped in front of a park bench and looked at the sky, and I seemed to see my younger self again, full of anticipation for the future.
Time passed imperceptibly, and when I woke up in the early hours of the morning, I realized that I hadn't been home last night and that I had to hurry home. I told Jay that I was leaving, and there was a hint of loss in his eyes, but he still smiled and sent me home.
When I got home, I found my husband already waiting in the living room. His face was gloomy, and his eyes revealed anger and dissatisfaction. I felt a little uneasy, wondering how he knew that I was with Xiaojie.
What the hell are you a**? There was a hint of depression in his voice, "Why didn't you come back last night?" ”
I tried to explain it and told him that it was just a reunion with his classmates, but he was talking too hard and forgot the time. But the look in his eyes made me feel a kind of pressure, and I began to regret why I didn't go home sooner.
I don't believe you. His voice was cold but firm, "You must have lied to me." ”
I wanted to explain, I wanted him to understand, but he wouldn't give me a chance. He turned and left the living room, and I felt a sense of helplessness and despair, not knowing what to do.
The next day, when I woke up, I found that my husband was gone. I tried to call him, but it kept shutting down. I felt a sense of foreboding, as if everything in my life was changing.
It wasn't until the afternoon that I received a text message from him. "We need to talk. "A few short words made me feel a sharp pain in my chest, and I knew something was wrong.
We met in the café, and his face was still cold, without a trace of warmth. He told me that he couldn't stand the fact that I was with Jay and that he couldn't believe it even though I explained that it was just a class reunion.
Let's separate. His voice was calm and resolute, "I don't want to live with a dishonest person anymore." ”
My heart was stabbed like a knife, and I tried to get him back, but he had already made a decision. I watched his back as he left, and tears welled up in my eyes.
I returned to my empty home, and everything seemed so strange and cold. I try to think back to the happy times we had, but it's all in the past. My heart was torn apart, and I didn't know how to face my life in the future.
I think of my first love, Xiaojie, and that cold night. I began to regret that I didn't get home in time, that I didn't protect our marriage well. But it's too late to regret it, and everything has become irretrievable.
Life is like that, full of unpredictable changes. I learned to accept, I learned to face, and I learned to grow. Maybe this is the arrangement of fate, I can only choose to accept it and continue to move forward.