When I came home this year, my mother suddenly took out two pairs of woolen shoes worn by children from the house, one yellow and one red
At the beginning, I thought it was a small shoe made for the child next door, and asked my mother to do less of these things, her eyesight is not very good, we all know that doing needlework hurts vision, who knows, she said it was for my future children, in fact, I don't have any boyfriend now.
In recent years, as I get older, the frequency of mothers urging marriage has also increased.
Usually when I put on makeup and put on beautiful clothes, my mother would whisper in my ear, "Why doesn't anyone want such a beautiful girl?" When you see a child, you will immediately show it to me and say, "The baby is beautiful, when will you give me such a beautiful grandchild." When buying toys or clothes for the dog, the mother would say, "If you had a child, how much you would love him." When lifting heavy objects, my mother would say, "If you have a boyfriend, I can give it to you." "When I was walking on the road, when I saw children, they would pull me forward to talk to my mother or grandparents about parenting. When there is a conflict with others, the mother will say: "Look, look, don't listen to the old man, suffer in front of you, let you have a boyfriend, you just don't, now no one protects you." ”
I feel that urging marriage has become an indispensable part of my life, which makes my temper become irritable and irritable, and I often quarrel with my mother because of some small trivial matters, but after the quarrel, I regret it extremely, and I will fall into deep self-blame, and I will reconcile with my mother afterwards, but when I encounter something, I will still quarrel, I will regret, I will blame myself, I will reconcile, and so on. Sometimes, I think that I should find someone to marry casually, but then I will think that I should not give away the happiness of the second half of my life so hastily, and the casual nature of the moment may cause long-term pain in the second half of my life, so why bother, it is better to be single; Sometimes, when the pressure is too high, I will think, leave everything behind, live alone in a place that does not know me, without the pain of exertion, but I will also think, what will my parents do if I do this, they gave birth to me, I ran away from home in order to relax, they will be sad, and I am too irresponsible.
This year, I suddenly released and reconciled with myself, probably because I have been riding a bicycle and practicing yoga all year this year, ordinary people say: "life lies in sports", exercise can not only enhance physical fitness, improve immunity, but also effectively improve people's positive emotions. Recently, I didn't pay much attention to what my mother said, and my mood gradually calmed down.
In fact, I am not an unmarried, and I am looking forward to a good marriage, but fate is wonderful, it is impossible to meet, and it is very difficult to find my fate in the vast sea of people, and it takes time, and I am willing to wait for my own fate.
Babies, pay attention and wish you all a good marriage in 2024.
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