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Once a person suffers from an illness, although deep down they may feel fear and anxiety about these difficulties and challenges, most people will still maintain their love of life and persevere to continue their life journey. When he was 5 years old, his parents noticed that his behavior had become abnormal, and he had become reticent and cheerful, and they took him to the doctor and were told that he had a serious brain tumor. The diagnosis came as a bolt from the blue for the family, as they were not in a good financial situation. They feel powerless and unable to bear the expense, and the process is painful. Their children could only spend the rest of their lives at home, however, they did not give up, they decided to look for help, asked everywhere, found a non-profit organization willing to help the child, with the help of this organization, they raised enough money to let their child undergo surgery, although the operation was very successful, but their child was never able to return to his original world, and his body and mind were permanently damaged. 
He can only spend the rest of his life in bed and can no longer be as lively and cheerful as he used to beThe life of this family has changed drastically, they need to take on the responsibility of taking care of their children, but also face financial pressures Despite this, they did not give up, they decided that they wanted their children to live the best life, no matter how difficult life was they took care of the child with love and care, providing him with the best medical treatment and care they believed. As long as there is love and care, their children will be able to overcome the disease and recover their healthTheir story tells us that in the face of difficulties, we must not give up, but persevere to the end, and only in this way can we overcome difficulties and achieve success. For the five-year-old, diabetes insipidus is an obscure alien language, and he does not understand how the disease will change and affect his life, but the grim expression of the doctor and the unconcealed grief in the eyes of his parents indicate that the disease will have a terrible impact on his future. 
Live up to 25 years old. When these words hit Pan Changjiang's family like a thunderbolt on the head of the sunny sky, the whole family felt extremely shocked and painful, and the uneasiness and fear in their hearts continued to spread. At that moment, the atmosphere in the entire room became solemn and oppressive, making it impossible to breathe. Pan Changjiang's heart was full of doubts and uneasiness, he couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence, let alone what it meant to him and his family. He only knew that it was an unacceptable fact, a fact that would change their lives forever, he looked at his parents in confusion, trying to read some answers from their faces, however, his parents were equally silent and sad, they could not give him a satisfactory answer, they could only be silently by his side, giving him warmth and comfort. However, day after day of vomiting, fatigue, and painful awakenings in the middle of the night gradually made him realize that the cruelty of life had come to him. This well-behaved, kind, and lovely child should have had a happy childhood and a good life, but because of an accidental infection, he embarked on a long and difficult road and began a 20-year tug-of-war with the disease. 
Whenever Pan Changjiang was knocked to the ground by illness again, he would always look at the sunlight outside the window. The warmth of the sun always gave him the strength to believe that the radiant world did not stop because of his illness. He understands that no matter how powerful the illness is, it cannot take away his right to enjoy life. He told himself that as long as he persevered, he would be able to overcome his illness and return to this wonderful world. Under the torture of illness, Pan Changjiang has always maintained an optimistic attitude, and he believes that as long as he does not give up, life will not fail him. In the midst of his predicament, he uttered "I must live!" Be sure to go back to the middle of the flowers! Like a beacon guiding him forward, the oath has always inspired him to grit his teeth and persevere, and firmly move towards the road of survival. He knows that he must live, that only by living can there be hope, that his body must adapt to the harsh environment, and that his mind must be strong and unyielding. 
So, he began a journey of self-training, and although his body was weak, he never gave up, and even a push-up was a difficult challenge for him. Parents are also sick because their beloved children are sick, so they will seek medical advice everywhere, hoping to cure their beloved children. During a break, Pan Changjiang heard his parents singing. The beautiful and soft tune, as if there was a kind of magic, dispelled the pain in his body. "I want to learn to sing, too! The child's immature voice sounded, and the parents were stunned for a moment, worried about whether he could bear it. At that time, learning drama became a very hard training, and many people couldn't bear the hardships of that training, but Pan Changjiang persevered. Therefore, they did not reject their son's desire to learn singing, hoping that Pan Changjiang could find true happiness on the road of singing. In this way, Pan Changjiang began to learn singing with his parents, although this road is not easy to walk, but Pan Changjiang has always maintained his love for singing, and opened the door to the palace of art little by little. Singing is not only his way of survival, but also the most important part of his life, the hope of his life. In this noisy world, he chose to immerse himself in the world of ** to comfort his soul. He loves singing, and for him, singing is not only a hobby, but also the meaning of his life. He was always able to find joy on the stage and feel that pride and pride, which made him forget the pain and difficulties in life and made him stronger and braver. Singing made him more confident, and it also kept him away from the torture of illness, and he gained strength to continue to face life bravely. 
Although he suffered from a vision defect as a child, art became the medicine that saved him and led him to the path of his dreams. This period was a kind of training for Pan Changjiang, which made him love life and art even more. And his parents are his guides to his dreams, and they have been silently supporting him and accompanying him through one difficulty after another. He is full of gratitude to his parents for their love and dedication, which allowed him to go further. Today, Pan Changjiang recalls those painful years and is full of gratitude, because it was this experience that made him stronger and made him love life and art more. Not only did it not defeat me, but it made me stronger and awakened my quest for the future, and that moment was the most precious treasure of my life. 
2. Failed to chase stars and concentrate on her career When she realized that it was impossible for her to further develop a relationship with that star, she began to think rationally about her future. Eventually, she decided to focus her time and energy on her career. She decided to rededicate herself to her work, using her talents and abilities to pursue her dreams and prove her worth. At the age of 20, Pan Changjiang fell in love at first sight with a tall and beautiful city girl. However, because the other party was a thin girl, Pan Changjiang felt very inferior to his figure, but despite this, he still mustered up the courage to pursue the other party. 
However, he did not take into account the most practical, basic problem - his own height. It's a disadvantage that is hard to make up for, and it's a huge chasm that exists between him and the rest of the students. "You have to find a girl with the same physique to be a good match! The words of the other party's family were like a bolt from the blue, making Pan Changjiang realize that his height of 1.59 meters was destined to become a stumbling block on his way to love. The girl named Ali politely rejected him, turned around and walked into the arms of another tall and handsome boy, Pan Changjiang's heart was like a knife, and he watched the goddess in his heart leave him, his heart was full of pain and reluctance. 
His ex told him that if you want to get love, you must have a certain material foundation and external conditions, and he began to seriously reflect on his past and present, thinking about his shortcomings and what he needs to change, and finally he understands that if you want to win in love, appearance is not the most critical, but it cannot be ignored. His height cannot be changed, but he can make himself stronger through his own efforts, have more career achievements and richer knowledge and experience, so as to attract more excellent people and finally get true love. Since then, Pan Changjiang has deeply realized that his height is not a problem, but what matters is his talent and inner firmness, and he decided to devote all his energy to the pursuit of art and no longer be bound by this unnecessary shackle. He has been passionate about art since he was a child, and his mother also has a high level of artistic attainment. Once he was taken to see a performance by his mother, and with his mother's encouragement, he mustered up the courage to join the art troupe and performed with the art troupe. At first, the audience was very curious about his height, so they couldn't help but look at him more than appreciate the performance, but slowly, the audience was attracted by his superb acting skills and was deeply impressed. 
Whenever he stepped on the stage, there would always be warm applause from the audience, and he used his strength and charm to make up for the external shortcomings and conquer the audience. He gradually accumulated popularity and popularity in the local area, and became a star on the stage, when the girls would scream for him. The girls who used to chase stars in the opposite direction failed to accept him, but now they gradually accept him. An audience member asked him after the performance, "Will your low height affect your career?" He smiled and replied, "My stage is the mind, and standing there, I am taller than anyone else." ”
Pan Changjiang's failure in his first love made him recognize reality, but it also strengthened his pursuit of art. The difficulties of life are sometimes the driving force that stimulates our potential, and he no longer hesitates for height, but works hard to prove himself with strength. Perhaps the tall girl will always remember turning him down, but his light will eventually illuminate the wider sky. 3. Rough marriage, living in an old toilet.
In 1981, after a long pursuit, Pan Changjiang finally got his wish and married his dream lover Yang Yun. However, life for the newlyweds did not go as smoothly as they imagined, and they immediately faced the first challenge of their lives - housing. The troupe did not have any extra houses to share with the younger couple, and it was very crowded to go back to their parents' house. In this case, they had no choice but to live in an abandoned toilet in the theater. It was a dark, damp place, with a foul stench in the air. "This is our love nest? Yang Yun couldn't help but cry, and he couldn't hide his despair for his future life.
Pan Changjiang felt deeply sorry for his wife but could not do anything, he understood that he could only change the situation through his own career. So, during the day, he performed everywhere and gathered popularity; At night, exhausted, he returned to his humble home, and tried his best to comfort his broken wife. Despite this, Yang Yunqiang stubbornly bred up and worked hard to make the dirty toilet clean and comfortable. In order to save money, Yang Yun's daily diet is only simple ingredients such as dumplings, eggs, and cabbage, and his life can be described as extremely difficult. However, Yang Yun never complained because she was well aware of her husband's predicament.
In difficult days, Pan Changjiang's first child, Pan Yang, was born. Seeing his daughter crying in a humble environment, he felt very guilty in his heart. "Will my daughter hate me for not being able to give her a home? He couldn't help but cover his face and cry bitterly, and his wife comforted and wiped away his tears and gave him the greatest support. Eight years have passed, and my daughter can talk and walk normally. Yang Yun couldn't stand it anymore, and begged her husband to find a way again. On that day, Pan Changjiang solemnly promised his wife: "I will try to make your life better!" This kind of hard time will not last long. Finally, in 1986, relying on the cooperation with Zhao Benshan, Pan Changjiang gradually became famous, and his life took a turn for the better. Whenever he recalls those 8 years of torture, he is full of gratitude, because it was the support of his wife and the birth of his daughter that allowed him to give his best in his career.
His love nest is like a storehouse, treasured the best treasures of his life. Fourth, the Spring Festival Gala stage emerged, and the career took off In 1986, Pan Changjiang and Zhao Benshan co-starred in the talk show "Daguan Lantern" with unprecedented success, and the two quickly became the most popular two-person actors in Northeast China. The favorable conditions of the time, place and people have ushered in a tremendous development of Pan Changjiang's career.
However, he did not stop there, and his future is even more brilliant, that is, the ** TV Spring Festival Gala. In 1996, 39-year-old Pan Changjiang successfully appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala with his self-created sketch "Crossing the River". He felt very excited and excited, "If I can perform at the Spring Festival Gala once, it will be the pinnacle of my life's acting career!" However, unexpectedly, his performance was full of humor and vividness, which completely moved the staff, and finally successfully selected for the Spring Festival Gala program that year.
When he stood on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala, which was more than ten meters long, looking at the dark and oppressive audience under the stage, Pan Changjiang was so excited that he almost cried. Since then, Pan Changjiang's popularity and career have increased significantly. He has participated in many film and television works, and appeared on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala five times, bringing his unique humorous northern language art to the national audience. When he was 58 years old, he won the honorary title of Outstanding Actor at the Lily Awards, and the reputation of "Virtue and Art" spread all over the country. Looking back on the difficult years of life, he couldn't imagine that he would be able to return to the stage, but now he is standing at the peak of his life.
No matter what happened in the past, he never forgets that time, and those experiences have made him value everything he has now. Only by remembering the past can we be more grateful for the present life. On May Day, I got a little carried away and forgot my original intention. Pan Changjiang, whose career has reached its peak, gradually fell into the confusion and self-expansion of life. He stood on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala, listening to the warm applause of the audience, but often forgot that he was just a clown.
Gradually, he became less modest and cautious than he had been at first, but more and more arrogant. The most direct victim is Yang Yun, his wife who has been silently supporting Pan Changjiang. Pan Changjiang began to find her all kinds of wrongs, reduce family expenses, and criticize Yang Yun's food, clothing, housing and transportation. "I'm already a star, you have to dress like a celebrity lady! He tried to emphasize his status and demanded a change from his wife.
Yang Yun felt sorry for her husband, and did not complain, but agreed softly with red eyes. She knew that her husband was just getting carried away for a while, and she still needed her help and support deep down. Day after day of pickiness and torture, this originally weak woman was physically and mentally exhausted and covered with scars. Yang Yun fell ill in bed one day. Pan Changjiang saw that her face was pale, and then he realized that after the rapid development of his career, he forgot her dedication and support to him.
She spent 8 years with me in a dilapidated toilet, how can I be ungrateful now? He blamed himself. Since then, Pan Changjiang has seriously reflected on his attitude, no longer asking for changes to Yang Yun, but doing his best to take care of her daily life. Yang Yun felt his sincerity, and the relationship between the two became harmonious and warm again. This marital crisis made Pan Changjiang understand that success does not mean that you can lose your mind, and you should maintain a humble and grateful attitude. Eventually, he found peace and happiness again, and shared the joy of career success with his wife.
Sometimes, if external honor is not accompanied by internal improvement, it can cause people to lose themselves. After experiencing the wind and waves, the husband and wife know the value of their original intentions and cherish the life in front of them, so they are full of hope for the future. Sixth, the model of live streaming has made money and word of mouth plummet. Pan Changjiang could have enjoyed a rich life and life experience in his later years, but in 2021, he directed and acted in a "collapsed house" incident in the live broadcast room.
That year, he also taught Meng Wei in the live broadcast not to be greedy for Internet celebrities to make quick money. However, what is unexpected is that he himself can't resist the money **, and began to promote wine in the live broadcast room, his mind is completely focused on earning water, and he has long taken into account the feelings of fans. The various arrogant bargains in the live broadcast room are in stark contrast to the positive image of the "old artist", making fans realize that the moral high ground of the idol is actually just a phantom, and he is also a side of attendeecare for money. The atmosphere in the live broadcast room suddenly became deserted, and everyone did not have any other interaction except for swiping orders and refunds.
Fans no longer call him "Uncle Pan", but all call him "Panzi". In the face of a serious decline in word of mouth, Pan Changjiang not only did not retreat from Tuqiang, but became more arrogant. He openly warned fans that "all those who have not placed an order are invited out of the live broadcast room", this behavior is undoubtedly adding fuel to the fire, and the number of people in the live broadcast room immediately ** to three digits, only those who take screenshots to collect black material remain. The agent advised Pan Changjiang to be more restrained, but he said confidently: "I am a traffic star now, and whatever I say is what I say!" After fans saw the true face of the idol, they no longer gave him sympathy and support.
In just two live broadcasts, the reputation of the past 35 years has fallen from the clouds to the dust, and his future has been ruined. In fact, it's not that he doesn't understand this. But whenever he thinks that a live broadcast can have a 5 million rake, his eyes go dark, and he continues to sell these vulgar products desperately. He once criticized his peers, but now he is greedy for immediate profit and disregard for fame. In his later years, he could have been leisurely, but he didn't expect him to abandon the most basic principles.
Looking back on the past, Pan Changjiang should feel regretful. Although he made some money, his future was ruined by himself. The most valuable treasures in life are always morality and trust, and once you are tarnished by yourself, it is difficult to return to the way you were at the beginning. What he showed in the live broadcast room will make him never be able to let go. VII. Conclusions.
Pan Changjiang's life was full of twists and turns, and it was regrettable that he was finally destroyed by his own hands in an unexpected way. His tragedy is a profound reflection of the fact that success does not overwhelm us, and that we must always remain humble and grateful. Having experienced the torture of life and death at a young age, he has become a ladder to counterattack fate with his artistic achievements. The ups and downs of married life made the relationship between him and his wife even more precious. Behind the brilliance on the stage of the Spring Festival Gala is his countless tears and sweat. These experiences should have taught him to cherish everything that was hard-won and to maintain his original intention of simplicity and kindness. However, he lost his mind and the respect of the public under the ** of money and fame.
Who are we to accuse him? He is just an ordinary person, and he also has the desires and weaknesses of ordinary people. Pan Changjiang's lesson tells us not to easily climb the peak of success, where there are too many and too attractive; We must learn to be content and happy, and cherish every inch of time that life gives us. Although his life ended regrettably, it also caused us to think deeply. Give yourself a chance to redeem your glory, although late, but it is also an option. Although the end is predestined, the road ahead still needs to be continued.
We must learn to forgive ourselves and the world, fill the wounds with wisdom and love, see our hearts clearly, find the right path, and cherish every hard-won fate. Pan Changjiang was not unrepentant, and he also longed to be born again. He had the same good qualities that we all have. It takes time to resolve misunderstandings, so you should give yourself more tolerance and give each other more tolerance. The good things in this world have not disappeared, but sometimes we get lost. From this legendary experience, we have learned the power to nurture our hearts with warmth and kindness, and to influence others with positive power. Trust that stands the test will be brought back to life; A sincere apology will also be forgiven.
Believe that the light lives forever and put hope in the good things in life.