I, 172 high, 88 years old, my husband is in business, and my in-laws are the leaders in the system. I worked as a contract worker in a government agency, and my salary was 2,100 yuan. I drove a car of more than 600,000 yuan and a salary of more than 2,000 yuan, which was not enough for gas.
I don't have a thirteenth salary, no year-end bonus, no housing provident fund, and the unit pays "three insurances".
I don't have a specific department in the unit, I don't have a specific job, and I have been temporarily deployed in the office. If there is a heavy task in the department, I will be asked to help.
I said it was helping, but I couldn't do anything. It is nothing more than simple work such as typing, copying materials, typesetting, etc., and there is no technical content.
I thought I was still relatively beautiful, and when I was in school, there were many people who pursued me, and I rejected them one by one. After graduating from junior college, I have been working part-time in a company.
Later, my father found a relationship and sent me to the government unit, but I was only a temporary worker.
In government agencies, I came into contact with more people. In the enterprise, they are all workers, and there are few "decent" people.
Our unit is a window unit, and the people we come into contact with are all doing business or being officials. It was here that I met my current husband.
My husband fell in love with me at a glance, and later, we developed very quickly, and we got married not long after we met.
Seriously, this salary doesn't do anything. I've been struggling lately about whether or not to quit my job.
It's really not interesting to be in the unit, and you can't turn it into a regular. I'm getting older, and new people are coming. The head of our department is four years younger than me.
He told me to work and I felt very uncomfortable. A contract worker does not occupy any area in any department. I know that people respect me on the surface, but they don't look down on me on the ground.
They all said that I was good-looking, well-married, didn't have to work hard, and enjoyed happiness every day.
Do they know my suffering?
I had a small salary myself and had to ask my husband for money. If my husband is happy, give me more, and if he is unhappy, give less, I have to look at his face every day.
I'm in a mess every day now, and I feel like I'm just eating and waiting to die, and it's so boring to wait until I retire.
But if I do quit, what can I do?
My husband once said to me that if I don't want to do it in the unit, I should do something by myself first, and he will give me 1 million first.
It's a pity that I don't have the ability, I don't have the ability to do it, I don't have the level to do it, and I can't endure hardship. I opened a small specialty store on the pedestrian street, and I couldn't do it for half a year. I had to flee back to the unit in disgrace, but fortunately I didn't resign, and my colleagues didn't know.
Otherwise, I really can't afford to lose that person!
I regret that I didn't study well in the first place. When we first got married, I didn't feel pressure, and my husband asked me to take the civil service exam or career editor.
I know my ability, and when I graduated, I secretly took the civil service exam once, and I didn't even touch the edge.
I can only say that the civil service exam is too difficult, so I still don't take the exam, and wait for the opportunity to take the career exam.
However, our county held two career establishment exams in six years, and I was a few points behind. My husband said that even if I was admitted to the career establishment of the township, he would have a way to transfer me back.
I haven't been compiling like this, and he can't help it.
I was like this, taking the test, and when I reached the age of 35, I didn't even have the opportunity to sign up. It seems that I will not be able to eat this bowl of rice in my life.
I have a few classmates who have been working in enterprises since graduation, and now their salaries are five or six thousand yuan, which is much better than me.
I now feel that if I quit my job, I would be like a bird in a cage, fed for a long time, and even if I was released, I would be hungry.
Society is evolving so fast that I'm already seriously out of touch.
Now the news of downsizing temporary workers on the Internet every day, I don't know if it's true or not. I can only take one step at a time, and if I can't do it, I will go home and take care of the children full-time, and pin my hopes on the children.
I'm just messing around like this, I don't know, right?
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