On the day of the divorce, I was sitting in the law firm preparing to sign the divorce. Eight years of marriage are coming to an end. My hands were shaking a little, and my heart was full of trouble. At this time, my husband Zhang Li walked in and sat across from me.
Tingting, before the divorce, I want to live with you for another night, is it okay? Zhang Zhang looked at me and said in a pleading tone, "It should be our last goodbye." These eight years have been unforgettable for me. ”
I was a little embarrassed and shook my head: "We have come to this point of divorce, and I guess there is no point in living together." ”
Promise me one night. We slept in a bed and lay quietly all night without any other request. It's like when we first got married. Zhang Li continued to plead.
I was silent. Indeed, the life of a marriage with tension also holds an important place in my heart. Although the relationship did not last forever in the end, the bits and pieces of those eight years are also worth remembering.
Well, just one night. I finally nodded and agreed to his request.
That night, after taking a shower, I lay down on the familiar big bed. Zhang Li lay down lightly and carefully held me in his arms. I lay still, feeling his breath close at hand, and it was so reassuring to be in his arms. For a moment, my heart calmed down for the first time in a long time.
Tingting, are you okay? Zhang asked me softly.
I am fine. I said, "It's very comfortable to lie down all night." ”
Well. He nodded in satisfaction, "Me too." ”
Tingting, what is the problem between us? I couldn't help but ask, my voice trembling a little.
Zhang Zhang sighed softly and wiped away my tears with his hand: "Maybe I'm too focused on work and neglected my family." ”
It's not all your fault. I shook my head, "Actually, I know in my heart that our personalities are not suitable in the first place. ”
But why did we feel so compatible when we got married? I asked, puzzled.
I guess I was carried away by love at the time. Zhang Zhang smiled, it was a helpless smile.
If you could do it all over again, would you choose to stay with me? I couldn't help but ask the question that was most important to me.
Zhang Zhang was silent for a long time before he whispered, "I don't know." Maybe we shouldn't be together. ”
Hearing his answer, my heart ached as if it had been grabbed by something. It turned out that he didn't have me in his heart for a long time. Can we really let go of our feelings like this?
What will happen to you after the divorce? Will you find someone else again? I tried to make my tone seem calm.
I will continue to work and make a difference in my career. In the future, I may find another girl to marry and have children. The tone of tension was no longer emotional. This time, I really felt that the relationship between us was really gone.
I was silent, tears welling up in my eyes again. "I'm sorry I didn't make the wife you wanted. I choked up.
No, it's me who can't give you happiness. It's my fault that you gave up your career and your dreams. Zhang Li said reproachfully.
I shook my head and tried to squeeze out a smile: "Anyway, it did happen in the last eight years, didn't it?" I wish you all the best in the future. ”
You too. Do you have any plans for the future? Zhang Li asked with concern.
I will go abroad to study and learn filmwriting. It was a dream I had when I was a kid. I said shyly, not knowing how he would react.
Are you sure? How cool is a screenwriter for a movie! You can. "To my surprise, Zhang Li was very happy and supportive.
I nodded, and a hint of warmth rose in my heart: "Thank you for your encouragement." I also wish you all the best in your career and find the right partner. ”
Definitely. Zhang Zhang smiled slightly.
We lay quietly for a while. This feeling of tranquility is strange, as if time has stood still, and my heart is unusually calm.
In the past eight years, I have changed a lot, and you have changed a lot. I said with emotion, "I don't even recognize us anymore." We drifted apart, and finally came to this point of breaking up. ”
But I believe that we once loved each other. Zhang Zhang said, "After all, we can be married together for eight years, and the relationship between us is not fake." It's just that the road is separated, and the relationship can't stand the test of time in the end. ”
Yes, I also believe that we really loved each other deeply. I whispered, and couldn't help but shed tears again. We loved each other, but we still didn't make it to the end. What a pity.
No matter what difficulties you encounter in the future, you can come to me. Zhang Zhang said softly.
I nodded: "I'll probably never meet someone who understands me so well in my life." After that, they will be well. ”
Well, you too. If you have any news, contact me to reassure me. ”
Okay, definitely. ”
We talked about the past, the bits and pieces of the past. The room was filled with warmth and sadness. I know that this is the last heart-to-heart exchange in this life.
Tingting, thank you for these eight years. I will cherish last night's time forever. I'm sure you can achieve your dream and become a great screenwriter. This is our last and I will always remember you. After that will be indefinite. tension".
My tears burst instantly, blurring my vision. I crumpled the note into my arms and cried bitterly. From now on, we will each start a new life. These eight years of marriage will eventually become the best memories of my life.