What is the attitude of a woman with lofty ambitions towards love? Maybe it's a dreamy vision, or maybe it's a pragmatic attitude. However, once she meets the one who resonates with her soul, she may also not hesitate to devote herself.
This determination stems from a variety of factors, perhaps his graceful demeanor, or his extraordinary talent, but if she decides to devote herself to it just because of a song that touches her heartstrings or a heart-to-heart conversation, how can you describe the depth of that emotion?
Love, like invisible magic, not only makes people indulge in sweetness, but also makes people fall into the abyss of loneliness. In this art world of profound interpretation of emotions, Sanmao, the female soul who wanders between words, is undoubtedly the most vivid interpreter.
When it comes to her, people will naturally recall the man who has been with her for 8 years, Jose, who is not only the love of Sanmao's life, but also an eternal warm footnote in her works.
However, what is even more touching is another legendary figure, Wang Luobin, who is thirty years older than Sanmao, he is the star in Sanmao's heart, and was once the ideal light that Sanmao is difficult to reach.
An open door greeted a woman with sparkling eyes, her smiling eyes were full of tears, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and her long poetic hair fluttered gently in the wind, and the expectation and mystery made Wang Luobin's heart tremble. "
Hello, I'm Sanmao. "The brief self-introduction instantly lit up Wang Luobin's world, and when he learned that she was an admirer, he treated her politely and invited her in.
The encounter between the two seems to carry an indescribable emotion, both subtle and sincere. So, why did Sanmao burst into tears, and why did he fall so fond of Wang Luobin?
The answer to everything is hidden in a past incident in the nineties of the last century. At that time, Wang Luobin lost his beloved wife, and his world was shrouded in deep grief, and the attention of "Taiwan**" magnified his grief.
As a well-known arranger and composer, Wang Luobin's story carries the resonance in the hearts of countless people.
When reading this heart-touching report, Sanmaoton suddenly felt enlightened, as if two lonely souls were resonating with each other. She has long been familiar with the songs adapted by Wang Luobin, and the report at this moment has deeply touched her heartstrings.
Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes, and she sighed"This old man is simply the mirror image of my heart, both desolate and charming. "She sobbed silently and made a wish"I had to write to him and even longed to fly to Xinjiang and meet him. "
At that time, Sanmao had only one thought in his heart, that is, to immediately run to Wang Luobin's side. She poured out her respect for him in her letters, giving him endless comfort with affectionate words, every word of which was her understanding and empathy for the same unique and lonely soul.
The letter confided: "I admire your talent and profound influence on the west, and when I read this letter, my wish is to turn into a wind and fly to your side and give you comfort. ”
Tears blurred Sanmao's eyes, and after calming down a little, she resolutely packed her bags, joined a mainland tour group, and drove directly to the desert hinterland of Xinjiang, aiming at Urumqi, just to pursue Wang Luobin.
Women's passion comes from emotional resonance, once the soul is touched, distance and age become clouds, and I only wish to rush to the person in my heart like a moth to a fire.
The first encounter, emotions are like the sea, Sanmao expressed his love with songs, and chose "Olive Tree" in Wang Luobin's heart. "You don't have to ask where I'm from, the direction of home is in that far away ......"Sanmao's singing voice sounded softly in Wang Luobin's ears, awakening the deep emotion in his heart, the gradually approaching emotion can no longer be hidden, Wang Luobin's heart is Sanmao, for the love slowly opened.
In the in-depth dialogue, the resonance of the heart is as pure as a child, without utilitarian impurities, just for the pure joy. Love someone, dance with a city, after Sanmao met Wang Luobin, it seems to have regained the feelings of his hometown in his heart.
The trip to Xinjiang ignited Sanmao's arrogant enthusiasm, the boundaries of age and geography melted at this moment, and her appreciation of Wang Luobin reached a new height, which was the fusion of souls and indescribable appreciation.
Sanmao was full of enthusiasm and poured out his heart to Wang Luobin for three consecutive months, sending 15 affectionate letters. However, Wang Luobin's response was alienated and calm, and he used George Bernard Shaw's story as a metaphor to tell Sanmao that his feelings were like the worn-out parasol, although they could be accompanied, they were limited to support and lacked deep emotional value.
Despite this, he thoughtfully replied to Sanmao and avoided direct harm.
The perceptive Sanmao had insight into the rejection behind Wang Luobin's words, and recalled the fifteen affectionate letters that he sent with great anticipation, but in exchange for the fact that he regarded himself as an outdated and mutilated parasol, which lost its precious value, which made her extremely bitter in her heart.
The heart that was once full of longing is now silent in the midst of loss and emptiness. Unable to bear this blow, Sanmao resolutely decided to go to Xinjiang again, incarnated as a pretty woman in Dabancheng, eager to find the throbbing of the first encounter.
However, this new attempt ruthlessly reveals the harsh truth of reality.
After the vicissitudes of life, it is not easy to be excited, and true happiness may not lie in unilateral giving, but in sharing the challenges in life. When Sanmao said to Wang Luobin"Buy a house, for us"She expressed not only belonging, but also the determination to move forward side by side.
Faced with the imminent relationship between them, Wang Luobin was puzzled by her expectations, but she didn't know that behind them was a desire for long-term commitment.
The soul of the years longs for a warm home, perhaps the passion makes people lose for a while. In the face of this request, Wang Luobin felt deeply embarrassed, remembering his identity in his twilight years, as a public figure, he once again politely rejected Sanmao, promised not to meet in private again, and resolutely guarded the boundary. "
You have deprived me of the support in my life"Sanmao confided in the letter that his mood at the moment was like an unbalanced spinning top, and he could no longer rotate freely according to the original track.
In Wang Luobin's world, Sanmao's figure quietly faded, and her traces disappeared for four months. During that time, no one could figure out her state of mind, perhaps she fell into the abyss of loneliness, or she lost her original courage to wander and create.
Shockingly, she chose to say goodbye to the regret of not being able to stay together, and her life came to an end in the bathroom of the hospital. She was dressed in pajamas with red flowers on a white background, and a pair of nylon** became the end of her life.
In the face of the parting that can never be seen again, the courage to give one's life for the love of one's love is moving. This kind of soul liberation may be able to soothe the sorrow in the heart, although with a hint of regret, but it is also deeply shocking.
When Wang Luobin heard the news of Sanmao's death, he turned his endless grief into spirits, recalled the bits and pieces of the past, poured it into his pen, and created the swan song of his career - an affectionate love song.
The melodious tune of "Eternal Covenant - To the Departed Love" tells the story of Wang Luobin's affectionate watch, who prayed silently by the olive tree"You will not return, my heart prays to the tree, waits, the deeper it is, the more my love for you burns. "
However, Sanmao has left quietly, revealing that love is often bound by the sight of reality in reality. Perhaps, only by winning the sincere affirmation of the people around you can the happiness of love be truly within reach.
On the journey of love, your bravery stems from the deep affection for the person you love, regardless of the thousands of miles, just for that moment of reunion. Every time we meet, it is a warm compliment to each other and an ardent expectation for the future.
This expectation is like a short time of reunion, maybe only a few hours, because the next moment of the unknown may hide the possibility of parting. However, it is this short and precious time that embodies all our dedication and determination to love.
Always be ready to meet the challenges of yourself, and it is true that the future is full of expectations, but life does not create miracles at will, and every encounter contains a deep meaning, whether it is a trial, or like an emotional experience, and their arrival has its value.