In high school, she fell in love with a handsome teacher. He is the most popular teacher in the school, with a star-like face and a mesmerizing smile. Every time she goes to class, she looks forward to being able to accept his teachings and bask in his warm gaze. She had always felt that her feelings for him were nothing more than adoration and admiration, and there was no further thought.
However, by the third year of high school, her feelings began to get complicated. After experiencing the baptism of adolescence, she found that her affection for him transcended the teacher-student relationship. She decided to tell him how she felt, so after one class, she plucked up the courage to ask, "Teacher, can I love you?"”
When he heard this, he smiled and gently touched her head, "Silly boy, you're still young." His reply was gentle and firm, and she breathed a sigh of relief, and although she was a little disappointed, she understood that his refusal was for the benefit of her future.
As time passed, she entered and graduated from college, ushering in another important stage in her life - marriage. However, on that special occasion of her marriage, she received a special gift, a congratulatory gift from her teacher. When he opened the cardboard box, he found that there was no figure of him inside. There was only one letter, which read: "Because of the deterioration of the condition, I cannot personally bless you, but I am always there for you." ”
Twenty years later, when she heard the news of his death due to illness, her heart was instantly shocked. I couldn't help but run to the hospital, but it was too late, and he had already left. She regretted not being able to see him again.
At the funeral, she stood in the crowd with her lover. Looking at the posthumous photo of him in front of her, she knew that he had never married. Tears flowed quietly, silently expressing to him in her heart the love and gratitude she had never told him.
One day, thirty years later, she decided to rummage through her previous belongings and stumbled upon her high school homework book while moving. Flipping through the pages of the story, her gaze fell on the last page. There, there is a very eye-catching line: "But I am willing to wait for you to grow up." ”
She was so moved that she burst into tears. At the time, she thought he was just joking, but now she realizes that he really gave it to himself. And she never knew what he wanted.
This story made her re-examine her life, and she was overwhelmed with emotion. She grew up as she wished to be an independent and strong woman, but she missed out on someone who could accompany her for the rest of her life when she was growing up. In the past, she didn't dare to express her emotions, but she was immersed in obsession and couldn't detect his sincerity towards her. Now, he's gone, and she can only sigh in her memories.
The ending of the story is not perfect, but it makes one feel deeply loved. The affection between them is self-evident, and although it has been sealed for thirty years, it will always burn in her heart. She decided to cherish the happiness she had and live for him, because he had given her the most sincere love, and she would always miss his presence.