Du Liang portrayed a lot of plump and three-dimensional characters in his ** "Blood Romance", and later this ** was adapted into a TV series, starring powerful actors Sun Li and Liu Ye, and it received a lot of praise.
When I was a child, I watched this TV series for the first time, and I was always looking forward to Zhong Yuemin being with Zhou Xiaobai, but I didn't expect Zhong Yuemin to pursue the beautiful Qin Ling after cutting the queue, and chose to break up with Zhou Xiaobai, but in the end Zhong Yuemin was with Gao Yue.
I once scoffed at Zhong Yuemin's irresponsible attitude, especially when he abandoned Zhou Xiaobai, every time I watched it, it made my teeth itch with hatred.
And is Zhong Yuemin really abandoning Zhou Xiaobai because he doesn't love him? Among the three women who have intersected with Zhong Yuemin, which woman does he love the most?
After reading Du Liang's original work, I came to the following conclusions: Zhong Yuemin's favorite and most guilty is Zhou Xiaobai, the most unforgettable and the most unbearable in my heart is Qin Ling, and the most touched and attached is Gao Yue.
After I read the original book for the third time, I have a clearer and more accurate understanding of the image of each character in the play, and I also have my own unique understanding of emotional events.
This really confirms the saying:
When I was young, I didn't understand the deep meaning of the play, but once I understood it, I became a person in the play.
First of all, let's analyze the character traits of Zhong Yuemin:
He is a free-spirited, free-spirited, and unrestrained person who walks with his temperament all his life, only pays attention to the process and does not care about the result, loves freedom, and is not constrained. When he is in a good mood, he can sing loudly; When he's not happy, he'll meet up with friends to have a drink. When he sees injustice on the road, he will stand up without hesitation to punish evil and promote good.
Don't mistake him for a "decent" character here. When he was young, he was an aggressive "ruffian", who did everything from fights and flirtaties with girls.
In front of his friends, he pays attention to righteousness, can stick a knife in his brother's ribs, share happiness together, and tide over difficulties together. And when facing women, he is amorous and gentle, full of romantic passion. He has so many charms in him that women who fall in love with him willingly give everything for him.
For the people he loves, he can be affectionate and desperate for the future, but only if he has nothing but his self-esteem, his freedom, his loyalty, his belief in life, and his attitude to life, which is always on the road, constantly seeking excitement and novelty.
Zhou Xiaobai was born illustriously, and her superior family conditions directly caused her arrogant and arrogant character, she likes to command others, and she firmly believes that she will be able to get what she wants, including Zhong Yueming.
Meeting on the Shichahai Ice Rink, the two were attracted by each other's unique temperament, a quiet lake, the shore is a dense birch forest, the late autumn birch forest is colorful, the autumn wind gently sweeps, the birch forest rustle, the two of them stared silently, gradually got closer, hugged each other.
thought they would always be sweet and romantic, but their first conflict still happened.
Zhou Xiaobai tried to prevent Zhong Yuemin from participating in the collective action to capture the "little bastard", but Zhong Yuemin pursued freedom, did not want to be bound, valued love and righteousness, and could not treacherously abandon his brother. This was the first time he realized that Zhou Xiaobai might not be his ideal partner.
Zhou Xiaobai's feelings for Zhong Yuemin are undoubted, but she chose the way Zhong Yuemin dislikes the most: threats and orders.
Zhong Yuemin is a soul who is always on the road, with unrestrained chic flowing in his bones. He is like a child who never grows up, always pursuing the unknown to explore, which means that he will not be tied up by anyone or anything, and will not stop for anyone.
He knew in his heart that he was not suitable for marriage. He couldn't give Zhou Xiaobai the happiness he was looking forward to. The long pain is better than the short one, and he decides to break up with her. If you can't walk with me, then I choose to go alone.
To quote Sanmao:
Whether it is the elegant spring and white snow, or the simple green vegetable tofu, I am willing to taste it, and I don't want to go to this world in vain. ”
Zhong Yuemin once said:
In my opinion, begging when cutting into the queue and military life are just two different ways of life, and there is no better or worse of which. I'm willing to devote myself to both lifestyles and treat them as games. If I get tired of playing both, I'll switch to another game. Anyway, I'm going to have a good time. Xiaobai, if I live with you, can you understand my play? Can you share this life with me? ”
Zhou Xiaobai replied frankly
I can't, as much as I love you so much, I can only live the life of an ordinary person. ”
In Zhong Yuemin's eyes, the free and easy way of life is "abnormal" in Zhou Xiaobai's eyes, which reveals the huge gap between the two of them due to differences in values.
So, to summarize the reasons for their breakup as follows:
The innocent and persistent Zhou Xiaobai longs for a stable life, and she hopes that Zhong Yuemin can have a stable job and family like ordinary people. Zhong Yuemin understands that giving Zhou Xiaobai such a life would go against his heart. Under this kind of ideological pressure, he couldn't feel happy, and Zhou Xiaobai couldn't be satisfied.
In the far north of Shaanxi, there is no hope for the future in that barren land. He wasn't sure when he would be able to return to Zhou Xiaobai's side, and she had a bright future in the army. He didn't want to delay her future. It was a choice out of desperation, and his first consideration was how to protect her.
His comrade-in-arms and best friend Zhang Haiyang has a soft spot for Zhou Xiaobai and has silently liked her for 20 years. For a girl like Zhou Xiaobai, what she needs is someone who cares for her family and is a guardian, and Zhang Haiyang is such a candidate. In addition, Zhang Haiyang has both ability and political integrity, and entrusted Zhou Xiaobai to him, Zhong Yuemin felt deeply relieved. This is a perfect love.
On the Shichahai Ice Rink, the singing is like crying, deep and deep, which makes people cry. In this unique atmosphere, there is a touch of sadness, as if there is no melancholy.
In addition to the inner touch, there is also that tenderness, a deep attachment. As the boat fades away, the sound of oars fades away, and the ripples on the water disappear with it, taking away the emotion and tenderness. Only the ending of the separation of the two was left.
Zhou Xiaobai will always remember that beautiful time, it was her first love, the passionate days, forever fixed in the memories of youth.
In that special era, the youth of a generation was swayed in the fighting and shouting, it was their most brilliant day, and that kind of romance was lost in the bloody twilight into yesterday's memories.
First love is always beautiful and unforgettable, just like Zhou Xiaobai will always have Zhong Yuemin in his heart, Zhong Yuemin will always love Zhou Xiaobai in his heart, but in front of him, she doesn't dare to show her heart. He pretended not to care, and because he loved her too much, he chose to push her away.
When Xiaobai told him that she was about to enter the marriage hall, he lost his mind instantly, and the silence on the other end seemed to condense into an invisible pressure. Xiaobai and Zhang Haiyang held a grand wedding banquet, but he was immersed in the aroma of wine, drunk, and let the melancholy in his heart roll like waves.
When Xiaobai revealed to him that he wanted to spend his future life with Zhang Haiyang, his heart was suddenly in chaos, panic, loss, and anger were intertwined, and he actually vented his irrepressible emotions to the waiter.
He is a playful, angry, cynical, and unruly "player", but he can't hide his excitement every time he sees Zhou Xiaobai, and his clear eyes flashed with admiration for her.
In the middle of the night, loneliness and loneliness came to his heart like a tide, and he was drunk and lived on the streets, with no one to talk to. At this time, he remembered Xiaobai, but realized that she was already a wife and could not disturb her happy life. That indescribable loneliness made him cry bitterly, and tears washed away the helplessness and sadness in his heart.
He and Zhou Xiaobai used to be a pair of lovers, who loved each other and walked together for countless days and nights. However, fate made them separate in the best of times and became passers-by in each other's lives.
Despite this, they still retain that deep affection in their hearts, which is a beautiful memory they once had, and an unforgettable memory that they will never forget.
He always missed her, missed her smile, missed her tenderness. In the dead of night, he always remembered the bits and pieces of the past, and those sweet memories lingered in his heart like a dream.
He knew that she had become a part of his life, and even though they no longer had love, their hearts were still tightly connected.
She has also been paying attention to his life and caring about everything about him. She knew that he had been silently blessing her, hoping that she could have a happy family and live a happy life. And she is also working hard to pursue her own happiness, hoping that he can see her growth and progress.
They all regard each other as the bright moon that has never been touched, hidden deep in their hearts, and wandering the four seas. They all know that this relationship is no longer love, but a deep blessing and love. They no longer pursue their dreams, but strive to move forward on their own paths and find their own happiness.
Time flies. They have all found their home and started a new life. However, in this long journey of life, they have never forgotten each other, and the feelings that they have always cherished each other in their hearts will never disappear.
Maybe one day, when they meet again, they will smile and say to each other, "Thank you for making me understand what true love is." Then, they will continue their journey in life, with that beautiful memory, to pursue a better future.