In the world of "Snail House", the story of Song Siming and seaweed is thought-provoking. In order to solve the mystery of Song Siming's death to seaweed, we only need to taste one of his heavy lines. He said: "The mistake that every man will make is just the envy of youth in middle age, the acceptance of admiration for success, and the pursuit of happiness at the top of life." A simple three-part sentence reveals the reason why he is in a deep predicament.
Song Siming, a 42-year-old middle-aged man with a prominent social status, is wise, humorous, and reliable, and is respectfully known as the "female killer". In the eyes of others, he has almost everything that a man desires. But as that line says, he also lost his youth. Successful men often have deeper memories and yearning for youth than men who are struggling for a living. Song Siming was intoxicated with the past years, with those warm smiles and passionate dreams in his youth. The youth he reminisces contains two hidden connotations: lamentation of the bygone time and the reminiscence of the married man's first love.
And seaweed is such a symbol of youth, she is young and full of vitality, just like the first love in Song Siming's memory. Naturally, he fell in love with her at first sight and devoted himself wholeheartedly. Her presence is like a breath of fresh air, bringing him the warmth and joy of the past.
On the other hand, Song Siming's path to success also determined his fate. As the mayor's secretary, he enjoys the admiration and respect that success brings. But behind this, he is also under endless responsibility and pressure. He needs to prove himself and become a role model in the eyes of more people. This is one of the reasons why he is obsessed with seaweed, her simplicity and youth have become his solace and a way for him to seek self-identity.
In short, Song Siming's dedication to seaweed is not a simple emotional entanglement, but his pursuit and yearning for youth, success and happiness. He, a man who rose from the barren land to the top of society, was born into a poor family, but with tenacious perseverance and endless wisdom, he wrote his own legend. He, Song Siming, not only has the pride and domineering of a strong man, but also has unknown vulnerability and confusion.
Deep down in his heart, career success could not fill the emptiness and loneliness in his heart. Although his wife and former nobles have given him endless help and support in the past days, there has always been a lack of indescribable admiration and worship in his heart.
Until the gentle and lovely woman Seaweed appeared, her tenderness, her dependence, and her incomparable admiration and worship for herself made Song Siming feel unprecedented satisfaction and pride. Her appearance seemed to be a bright light, illuminating the darkness in his heart and awakening him to pursue happiness again.
His encounter with seaweed may be the arrangement of fate, or the attachment to his first love, or the vanity in the nature of men. But in any case, the appearance of seaweed made Song Siming feel as if he had regained that lost happiness.
When he learns that Seaweed is pregnant with his child, the excitement and joy almost make him unable to contain himself. He felt that he had an inseparable bond with Seaweed, with this unborn child. He is willing to put all his emotions on this child, because he knows that this is the hope and future that he and Seaweed share.
However, happiness is always short-lived. When Seaweed tells him that she is pregnant with his child, his heart is filled with joy and excitement. He even felt as if he had experienced his first love again, and the freshness, sweetness, and excitement made him feel that life was so beautiful.
But the good times didn't last long, and reality gave him a resounding slap in the face. After a brief period of pleasure, he began to think about his future and responsibilities. He knows he already has a family and a career, but he also understands that his feelings for seaweed are genuine. He began to struggle and struggle, not knowing how to deal with his emotions and responsibilities.
After some inner struggle, he finally decided to return to his family and take on his share of responsibility. He realizes that his actions have hurt Seaweed and his wife, and he decides to do everything in his power to make amends.
In the days to come, he began to work hard, take care of his family, and care for his wife and children. He understands that happiness is not a short-term pleasure, but a long-term companionship and giving. He decided to dedicate his all to his family and career to make his life more fulfilling and meaningful.